Sex after marriage makes me complete!

People who are eager to get into the sexual act always try to get it somehow and it shows their desperation. There are man and women who get into all kinds of the act in terms of getting sexually inclined but they turn on the wrong tide in their life and from there on, they get into various kinds of honey traps which do not give them any satisfaction. It also leads to losing money and resources and at times they are found to pay back heavy ransom in the name of sexual intimacy.

For me, sex has always been a formidable act as I took much time to get into the sexual act which was done only when my marriage was solemnized. Although the marriage did not last for long it bought an end to 32 years of long wait where I got first time into a sexual act when I married at the age which is mentioned actual one 32 long years of my life. I was not a person who use to visit brothels and in spite of staying alone at Delhi before my mother accompanied me I never had time to carry on the burden of girlfriends and taking the advantage of getting into sexually inclined towards them.

I also thought to get into my wife at the fullest and then enjoy the life of fullness although it did not happen as left in between but my sexual life was satisfying apart from some hiccups. As an adolescent, I was into tough upbringing at my home as my father was strict than the strictest person and the society at Bokaro Steel City was very conservative along with few well-known faces whom need not be mentioned. The more of my school was only of a fun-filled atmosphere but I did not get close to any school friends as because of hard ways in terms of parenting and thankfully there was no desperation in me to get into the act.

So, all in all I had the value of getting into a virtue full and duty full person and the entire thought process was not to get laid into bed by someone who could exploit me for long duration and thus I never come near either to any neighbors or distant relatives and probably that was the reason for the women folks to blurt out against me and snub me at times. 

Although, the importance of being earnest did not help me and I never did anything to get cheap publicity and most of the times were strong before any weak thought prevailed me leading to less of any criminal mindset as once you are sexually inclined it takes many other steps in life to get towards various social crimes which lead to degeneration of inner thoughts.

So if I say that Sex after marriage made me complete it is quite true as it not only gives satisfaction but there is a complete sense of freedom unless the wife is supportive and thus finding yourself becomes easier which leads to making you closer to the cosmos and supreme power. Once in the marriage, everything got over and we separated then again the same big "O" factor did not emerge as I do not have the habit to get into any women without having any personal commitment towards her.

So, this three years of gap after marriage without sex still do not hamper me as in between I completed my Masters in Sociology and become a Marathoner in long racing of 42 Kms and also took to writing my own Blog page "Silence Judgement" which helped me to contain my thoughts. I am also trying to get into Ph.D. Sociology course and from there on change, my ways of life towards more of happiness and fulfillment which could help me to get the best out of life and for the women who comes in my life again will find a peaceful and more of prosperous in me!