I always stood by my mother's end & got denied, Love!

People say that woman is a great nurturer and that might be true but for me, my mother was the world through which I learned everything in life. Whether it was about giving respect to elders which were eventually was taught by my father as by any chance if I use to be abusive towards anyone in my early childhood where I stayed my father took all his power to cane me and spill out the blood from me. Secondly, my mother was there to help me with every school chore which was helping me in my project work to the making of the handwork which was done by her and I always got rid of tensions.

Also, my only companion at home which was my sister Sweta got the same familiar treatment about making me feel low before her as in any case if she use to carry any single complaint about me to father then I was given the raw treatment and my mother's plain reply was that after marriage she will move to a new house and will never come back in your life, so bear her and give her importance. Although she was the best pal for me I never took undue advantage of her and always work according to her plans which made her satisfied most of the time. So, this mother-son duo which is Kiran Bala Devi and Mukesh Kumar is known for shaking bigger regimes in life but certainly if "I say that I always stood by my mother's end and got denied, Love" because of the woman whom I married although the marriage which is considered null and void as she did not take to marriage vows and neither it was a registered one, after having a child with me and with all possible ways to overpower me, when their family could not get over me, they left me away which happened for good.

In spite of many thought-provoking differences between me and my mother, I still bought a home from her money which she got because of my father job profile at Bokaro Steel Plant which was a good Government based organization apart from working into various other modes all according to the wish of his department which is not known to me as my only way in life was to get into the studies rather than asking about his life and whereabouts as he never denied us with love and always was on time back to home after his official engagements.

My uncle's Rakesh Srivastava which was just his pseudo name and Rajeev Ranjan Srivastava use to visit our home at times although still, I was always the same which was much about keeping my mother's pallu in my hand and at times use to fight my maternal uncles whom I disliked the most and I certainly did not find any happiness when the people from maternal side use to visit my home. It also has given a greater rift with my cousins and nephew who do not love me as a person and neither I feel attached towards them which may make me a bit self-centered although my school behavior was quite good towards my teachers and friends which lead me to a life of awesome fulfillment.

The neighborhood was the same again where my less involvement towards any boy or girl made me a bit unpopular as they consider me a bit villainous and every taunt of them was given a befitting reply from my end which could be seen by the remorse behavior by those people who know me from my past life at Bokaro steel City.

I could certainly say that being alone after my son and wife left me forever has not given me any heartbreak as I was not having any softer side for them because of the low intellectual thoughts in my wife and her way of thinking where she use to say that mai apne bete ko Gunda bana dungi and as far as my thoughts were concerned I take the society by a different ball game where I took all the deadly blows of theirs on me as because when they tried to beat me up to destroy my inner self on 16th of March 2017 just before my Master of Arts exam I single-handedly took their blows on every part of my body as they were beating me black and blues in the society maintenance but I was very much supported by U.P. Police afterward and thus I felt better as compared to them. The second best thing which I come to knew was that it was a paid attack by Sapna Srivastava who belong to a far off relation with my mother and the only reason was to attack me to make me weak and further, the better angle was completed by my estranged wife and her family members in which my mother supported me.

So, in spite of all the way to break me by the Bihari society which is known for it's ugly ways of misbehavior and badmouthing towards women I still am very much into force because of the blessings and the backing of my father's family members and by some good people from the society including my grandparents Mrs. Arti Devi and Mr. Chitranjan Prasad who are still very much an iconic person and I never had any duel with them as they are primarily worshipped by me and my mother till date!