Till this date nobody has given me LOVE or Success!

When it comes to Love or Success I being Mukesh Kumar has always seen people honking me near my thoughts just to make me feel surrender before them. In this materialistic world where everything is dealt with money even earning it on your own makes you look less ordinary than any other one who has got the privilege of an extra hand behind him or her. Since I belong to a very ordinary background where I have to work hard in life and as a Content Writer, I earn 0.40 paise per word INR which is 0.14 cents as per US Dollar still I work hard on my own which makes me believe in myself.

I still believe that success and failures are a part of the own thought process and after all the tremors which have hit me in the form of friends leaving me and with no women in my life I still feel content somewhere as I do not carry any kind of remorse towards anyone. I feel that the morsel (a handful of food) that is the food which I eat is earned by me with all the due respect and with that 0.40 INR I write so much per month that it fetches me more than Rs 10,000 to 15,000 INR which shows that how much effort I put in my work.

Also, prior to that, I have worked with IBM as Customer Service Representative, Technical background for Morgan Stanley but the night job was taking a heavy toll on my body and mind thus I left that job and since then Digital Marketing certification helped me to get the job as Content Writer. When I look back during the days of my struggle I have seen those days in my life when my father thought that 56.4% in C.B.S.E from Holy Cross in matriculate was not good enough to survive and once he thought so the world also took the charge to beat me often in the form of using slangs, abuses whether physical or verbal and at times with heavy assault on my body. 

I never took my father's  Mr. Upendra Vidyarthi hard hand on me as an offense and I somehow learned everything on my own and with his money and savings done by my mother I made my own home at Ajnara Integrity, Raj Nagar Extension, Ghaziabad and also I have my own ALTO K-10 Car. Today my career is taking a serious curve where I am opting for a Ph.D. in Sociology after completion of my M.A in Sociology. Although, my father never become offensive towards me as he always supported me financially but my city people which was Bokaro Steel were smart enough to make me segregate and laugh at me to say where a toothless serpent type person Mr. A.K.Verma from Sector 6-D put all his effort to make me feel bad at every step of life and to support him there was the eternal Mr. D.N. Prasad both f them were known to be very much into the mode of being a colorful man and with illicit behavior are quite an example in the leading ladies of Bokaro Steel City.

Still, being alone does not make me much of a frustrated person as socially I never went corrupt and most of the time I never took any offensive step in my life and my school prayers were there to hold me up as I use to sing within my heart my own God names as I belong to a Hindu family. I remember people using all kinds of abusive stance towards me even if I never bothered their women or girls but it was easy for them to target me. So, if I said that create any obstacle in my life someone or the other in the form of God will be there to hold me up and take me towards the right path it comes out to be an absolute truth. 

Also, all my School friends including Navneet Kumar Sinha and Asutosh Kumar Sinha out of which Navneet was fondly called as Captain was never a part of my life after I left Class X from Holy Cross and all those people who abuse me must be doing it on their own behest rather than on anyone's else insistence. But if I see myself I find that I am more of an Indian law Abiding citizen and to some extent God-fearing as well and I do not feel in the category of being an Orphan as my father Mr. Upendra Vidyarthi, my own Sister Miss Sweta Srivastava who actually went far from me after I took my own growth but my mother Mrs. Kiran Bala Devi stayed with me and I could certainly say it with a good thought that neither anybody destroyed me nor anyone created me and when it comes to Love or Success, till this date nobody has given me Love or Success but I found it through my own ways which is very much of hard-work, agony and pain i.e. sweat & blood mixed together as I never had any GODFATHER and really never needed such person in my life as Godfather is for those who revolt against the family and system and become a vagabond rather than a CITIZEN!