I never bargained anything in life with Sex!

With all my energy being intact in me and at times my performances at Marathon race being as par with better runner if I look back towards my entire journey of 19 years in New Delhi, I see myself to be carrying myself with dedication and hard work still nothing in terms of reputation in women folks who are the natural admirers in the society. Wherever I go or stay at home certain section of women who may be good with their skills feel their heart out to speak badly about me which occasionally I ignore as I am not inclined to get back to hold their throat and show my dick or ass to them which was not taught to me by either my parents or the schooling which I got in life.

The more reserved I remain in life the more I got nothing from it and the moment I started flourishing some of the other people were ready with their assault mode to go all against me. Although, beaten and bruised many times I could see people getting the jack in life to rise and from there on the leap from one relationship to another and easily use their physical assets to grow in life. Although, I had sex with only one woman in life who left me for "Good" and both of us feel good about it still I do not believe in running towards brothel or getting into any woman's path to get more out of her. Till the date, after three years of a failed marriage and after that 3 and half years of living alone in my life I really did not have any wish to show off my sexual prowess and get anything that could be termed as sexual favors. In spite, of being good with the people of Bokaro Steel City including the teachers and students and the neighbor's who kept me under heavy scrutiny and although father being a person with good income still he did not leave me without love and I still have the gratitude towards him which made me capable enough to stand in life.

On the contrary, people who could be into the mode of applying oil in life to get ahead may have got everything including love but when they must be looking inside they surely must be finding themselves to be hollow. It is said that once you get everything in life you start longing for more and the same thing remains opposite with anyone who remains to be a person with eyes closed and still getting all the bruises. One could see that although I stood on my own in life still thankfully I never bargained anything in life with Sex and neither had the wish to do it further as I understand that once I do such things I will feel myself to be smaller in terms of my thought process and the guilt will get associated with me for a long more time. So, rather I will wait for the right women in life and do not follow anyone till the right person gets back and I hope people understand the treacherous ways of women and how they deny success to any person who could be a great runner but selling off his Marathon Certificates will not give good name to either her r his company and nobody can make his son or daughter a great personality by using the camouflage as the world whether speaks or not but remain a spectator to all the good and bad things with open eyes and achievements cannot be bought but for that hard work and dedication is required which comes with fighting spirit!