Never thought about a bombshell bride for me!

In today's scenario when an average person thinks twice about starting a family life with someone where the only priority in life stands money and sex I after achieving something as important in life about food, clothing, and shelter along with no habit of being extravagant never thought about a bombshell bride for me.

If I see the news today and see people whether in any Indian News Channel talking about me as a normal person my first reaction is anger and frustration. The milestones achieved in my life till today is an M.A in Sociology and three Marathon running under the belt which is as follows:

1. Angkor Vat Cambodia Half marathon December 2017

2. Hindustan Times Half Marathon April 2018

3. Amity Gurugram Full Marathon 2019, and practicing for more.

When it comes to having an affair at the age of 40 I keep myself away from girls as I don't find them my cup of tea and neither during the school days I was either attracted towards teachers in general where some students fantasize by speaking "Dolly ke naam par kuta palenge" nor ever tried to be a matchmaker. Also, I never stood a person in anyone's affair to make or break it and also was not a Postman. I have only one thing in mind to keep myself busy with my studies and games along with the chit-chat in the classroom when the teacher was not there in between the subject breaks.

Also, with an inclination towards games, I tried my best to remain active and with the common paraphrasing by father after every time he went to submit the school fees "Beta hum tumko bahut garibi se padha rahe hai" and with a great hue and cry with less marks in any of the subjects never helped me to be in touch with anything else except my books at home and even at times during the bus journey to school which almost took an hour.

So, the middle-class value about getting everything in life after reminding the value of money never ended in life and for me to think about running behind the socially rich and acceptable girls never happened in life. On the other hand, my own sister uses to stay happy and had a carefree attitude about everything which helped her to socialize easily even with my friends and her attitude was liked by everyone from family to friends and the entire society. Although, I never even use to fantasize about any female teacher or class-mate and putting my name with someone was like carrying a heavy cross on my shoulder apart from my own school bag.

If today I hear someone talking about me being talented then I first look back to my life till today and see that I was a good motivator to many without getting involved in sex with them. I was very much a pacifier and never get involved in a brawl except at few places where it was about defending myself and never asked any girl to get near to me as I was thoroughly taught by friends that "Love is the privilege of the rich and not the poor" although I was rich in terms of food habits as my mother used to cook good food and I had better and fresh food to carry in school tiffin which use to be Paratha and sabzi most of the time.

So, I never knew that my father jokingly used such statement as he was not a miser when getting along with the friends but certainly he kept the middle-class values very much intact in me and he never ever use to drink before us although smoking was his favorite timepass with cigarette the only way for him to enjoy his evenings. Also, with many people coming to house from the mother's family side I never saw him getting any kind of social affinity about getting into any odd behavior so it never taught me to get into bad behavior with women.

Now, after staying with my  mother and not a single chance of getting to any social circle after coming with bigger company like IBM, I-energizer, HTS Solution and many other I cannot find myself to be a person with some better smell such as any perfume from the likes of whatever brand but stick to my own thoughtful process of doing errands which is the daily chores from my mother, listen to the taunts of women from the society where I stay which is Ajnara Integrity, Ghaziabad and occasionally blurting out at people which becomes part of life.

The other only thing in mind is that to become a Ph.D. in Sociology and then accept myself more into my eyes which is far more necessary rather than understanding about the fuming faces of others as neither I personally nor my family ever stood as an obstacle in anyone's life till date but always kept a low profile where if anybody has given me love then they were my parents and my sister along with my dog who was very much near to me.