I, Mukesh Kumar, who was always considered to be a person of lovable nature throughout my life stage in terms of consciousness where the age could be considered from 2 years onwards and as I have reached 40 years with going towards 41, I have been more prone towards my family's interest and above all my own mother. She has always been my pillar of support although at times being harsh on me which lets me go towards getting more aggressive but being a chauvinistic male I still feel that she is the prime bearer of my thought process which makes me a bit different in today's context.
If I remember my own family and talk about my ancestral thoughts then my father Mr. Upendra Vidyarthi was the most lovable one in his family which was a joint one during my birth and remained so for few years but as the family grew up in number after the birth of two children who were me and my sister the unanimous choice of the family members was to arrange another home for us as my father got his own room set by the Sail authorities where he was working at Bokaro Steel Plant, Jharkhand which is a great township.
Now, as my mother was behind my building stage of life from teaching me A.B.C.D to Hindi Alphabets and further helping me in getting admissions at every step of life she was behind me to make me a human being and also let me understand the world through her eyes and thinking as during the 80's when I took birth in the year 1979 of December there was less of Television into every home and as my father stayed in his Plant job she was always there for us after getting back from school as being the homemaker.
Although we never left going to our Grandparents home which was not very far from our home. We also have a very cute Dog to keep us with a great company of a pet and it fulfilled our home. The family was very much inclined towards education and any deviation in terms of social behavior was heavily reprimanded by my father due to which I never went astray in life and my social behavior towards other women in the nearby societies was very much according to the norms of social behavior.
I never knew that I has become almost the cynosure of all eyes in the neighborhood in society but never took any advantage in life and my lifestyle always remained of being a homely guy who was ready to do errands after coming from school which is about getting milk from the milk's parlor and other goods for my home based needs and virtually I always remained an obedient guy towards my home and mother along with other family members.
So if today I see that my first priority in my life remained my mother's interest and if any women have come to my life she remained much independent to carry her life in her own style including my sister and I never insisted them to stick to me as their own independence was far more necessary. They walked out of our lives in their own thoughts behaviors and their natural wish was not to get involved in our lives as their own freedom was far more necessary which has been the thought process of my mother. My mother never remained a heavy chain with locks in a true sense even in my life but the women she is and her due importance in my life I never crossed the path of getting any liquor or woman to my home before or after her eyes. Although, I was never liked by the locality in Ghaziabad due to such behavior even by the modern thought process in the woman and due to which they made a social conspiracy to beat me up by the goons in the society but I tackled it with quite strength and valor and become a shield of my mother due to which I faced severe blows before my M.A. Sociology Final Year Exams which was even given a Thumbs Up by Local police as they took our side and since then I have found myself to be more inclined towards Indian Police System.
I never took any measures to find the names of all those people who tried to beat me up and neither they apprehended me again for which I remained thankful but in spite of the woman in my life who use to come at regular intervals on the pretext of pretending to be my wife although she has left me soon after joining my household I never went berserk in running towards any woman and become more social in my thought process and being very much on my own remained the virtue of my life.
So, since the past three years from July 2016 till this year of 2019, I have been completely alone although staying with my mother and it has made me more courageous and my society at Ajnara Integrity has become a great one as I could see all over smiling faces and if I see any woman who resembles a little bit of my earlier wife's image without being any bad thought in my mind I keep myself away of any sense of being touchy or feelingness which was never my thought since childhood and as the life is we both have decided to stay away and rather get together as she loves to be a single mother and I wish both the mother and child all success in life as she never asked for any monetary help because of her richness in thought and action which is given respect by the society and my mother setting her free has also given me a graet sigh of relief and making me more obedient toawrds her for many more years to come!
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