Challenging each other's existence is a CRIME!

Challenging each other's existence is a crime unless and until you belong to a part of Bollywood and actively work for it. This is totally my opinion as I have been always shying away from the people when it comes to getting into their path until the provocation is to the extent of demeaning someone's value and considering their caste, creed, religion along with regionalism above all. If I have to speak about two erstwhile state of India which is Bihar and West Bengal, both the state people do not see each other from eye to eye and maintain great distance as both of them suffer from a superiority complex.

Since childhood is a person who never wishes to fight until being provocative until the last moment I even after having my Birth state as Bihar since Jharkhand took its shape in the year 2000, funnily I come to knew that both the state people joined hand against me to rise above all. Although, it was never a thought process in my mind if anybody wants to have a look at my family background when I was spending time during childhood with my Grandparents I was just taught to get the feet tough of every person who use to come at home and the process continued till I become adult except for a few people who tried to take advantage of my situation of "Being Humble" as they belong to the same state of mind about challenging each other's existence which is nothing less than a crime in y own thoughts.

Now, keeping aside this Bengal, Bihar politics and taunts I still consider myself to be a person with a better thought process than those women and child who unnecessary have the wish to get famous by laying down with someone. I was always volatile in the sense that I use to blurt out things which certainly does not keep me away from the detractors who consider it their birthright to get into the throat of others and then after getting all those sneering and jeering from the entire society their last wish is to get into the path by creating rift in the family structure of a person like me who still vouch for the same thing that even if the family is near or far they are still under one umbrella and for me the family is all about the one who had their lunch and dinner together in the childhood and slept under one roof and shared the common space, warmth, and happiness rather than those who keep their son and daughters prepared as nukes and arsenals to attack others in the long run.

I have been beaten twice by my earlier city people who are from Jharkhand, Bokaro Steel City and it was the same manner once when a boy took a big stone to throw it over me and I said if you can do so then do it while I turn my back and unfortunately the stone he threw aimed my Dog. As far as I believe that he wad around 13-14 years old and I was 7 years old, my dog cried in pain and agony after getting hit and then certainly I did not remember whether the boy got cursed or jinxed but since then the people who took unnecessary fight with me never grew in life to become something big. 

If somebody will know the people from Bihar and Bengal they vehemently speak that the enmity which has been started will be carried till the funeral gets over but in the meantime they forget that there is the superpower who keeps an eye on all your traits on a daily basis and esp. for those who are near and dear to him are scrutinized in a bigger manner. Also, they forget that in spite of all their efforts my life has been still carrying on in a gentle pace with few turmoils which has come and gone away and if the less of praise and appreciation falls in my path through the human beings which is very natural that without being a super-achiever I can say that there are many people like me who are at the same graph I consider myself privileged that the superpowers stay on my side at any point of time encouraging me to rise and get into the mold of fighting my own ways in life to earn my bread and butter which is far more important rather than getting into the life of someone else's girls or boy in which neither I was interested nor I am concerned about their well beings as it is the duty of their family members to lift them up.

Indian male immediately put themselves on sale!

With Indian Marriage system where dowry is persistent, the Indian male fraternity has found one great way to get themselves on sale for either becoming sex slave or remain in the societal norms and to carry on with their incomes. The other issue which becomes prevalent these days are that people living in societies generally feel the pressure by the ongoing people from boys to youth and elderly who come to stay on rent complete their job and consider these places like open heaven for sex. The ultimate pressure on women is given by the guard and porters who come to guard the premises and then few of the raunchy woman who is found to be everywhere lure them for easy sex and it leads to issues which further aggravate in the society.

The other way out for these fun-loving woman is that they form a ring of the gigolo and from there own spend money on such guys by giving them temporarily the passage to their heart along with cars and homes and for which the Indian male immediately puts them on sale. This is actually a symptom which starts since childhood or adolescent and students who study in big public schools or the drivers working their get attracted towards female students and since the lady boss of the house who is generally single parent these days get the man in their arms in an easy way from where either they get pampered or after great use get to be thrown as sex slaves in bigger sex markets across Thailand and Indonesia.

Some of them are made part-time managers in big or small firms and then the rest of the story remains the same of ragpickers to riches which was earlier part of lifestyle for Kashmiri youths but nowadays U.P and Bihar are becoming a bigger market for such traits and behavior. Earlier the Bihari use to talk too much about janew adhikar, swajati sanskar and every other nonsense but surely when they reached on a Metropolitan level things started changing and Maithili Spa along with such funny sexual environment got widespread with less of them thinking about getting into better profession and there is also slump in the IPS and below cadres which is seen prevalent these days where they could be seen longing for sex and there answer is Once they will reach such women their sexual prowess will keep them above all.

It is such a trait which has become harmful for the society as the right kind of resource which could serve the Indian economy by getting into paramilitary forces and others could be seen developing a sexual affinity which was earlier suppressed by them but now the honking of their thoughts could be seen in open. Any traits of such behavior are not welcome at any place and much of those who after getting used many a number of times could be seen thrown away and then they try to get themselves into small odd jobs which neither gives them happiness as they have one sole thought of becoming rich by overpowering others but they find the easy way out through cropping of videos and voice text to give themselves an upper hand. Also, at times the middle-class woman from better cities of Bihar could be easily found in the sex trade from where they never grow in life.

To sum it up I don't feel bad about their social status as I was the one who used to be on my own and in spite of staying within the limits of a beautiful and educated woman neither got exploited by them and never thought of surrendering before them until I get the right one who could love me unconditionally. So, to say that I feel glad about their status and feel proud about my own achievements I am thankful to all those women in my life who stood behind me to support me throughout in my life including my sister and mother who kept those people with the attitude of the blame game approach away from me and thus made me what Ia m today which is a marathoner and a guy loved by all!

Marriage should be done all according to your own status!

In India getting married is a perennial issue which has to be followed throughout life and it also has to be registered ss most of the women have taken the marriage meaning of the newfound status of Liberty after which they could do anything in life. Earlier, the trend was followed by a man who once got married and regaining a social status used to have multiple relationships but things have seen the reversal where Justice Mishra has lifted up all kinds of the ban on the promiscuous relationship. It is good for those who do not want a tag of womanizer on them but carry forward several relationships without bothering about the society and the neighborhood.

The same could be said for the woman who believes in keeping multiple sexual partners and enjoy their affinity for long. Now, coming to the terms about the title which says marriage should be done all according to your own status it is very true as because if you are from the higher middle class and will marry someone from lower class then also you will face the issues as the woman will find new way of freedom and she will only run behind her kind of people as the lifestyle will not give her solace. She will do all the crazy things to make you feel like a pygmy and then you will become a mockery in your own ways which will make you feel dejected for a long time in life. The same could be said about Kareena Kapoor who did not marry Shahid Kapoor as she was aware of his social status and took a step forward towards Saif Ali Khan because he belonged to a better society and his attitude was liberal which was all according to the status which was maintained by the Kappor's.

The same can be said for the middle-class person marrying the very higher-class woman where he will be serving her in all possible ways from food to every other chore and still she will be not satisfied by his grand way of behavior and at last they will find to be away from each other which will again create a rift for long more time in life thus destroying the relationship status. The same could be said about Deepika Padukone who married Ranveer Singh who was from a more humble background rather than Ranbir Kapoor as he carried all the style of the higher class and thus is happy in her married life.

So, one could say that the class which is lower, middle or upper remains as the trait and social behavior whether the man or woman remains the same. Also, respect is something which is all about your inner self as in today's world one hears that even the Prime Minister does not get the same kind of respect and in general people do not care for respect as however good you are one has to behave the same which is a bit of hooliganism and at other times being the best of the civilian which makes you the real man. All in all one could say that getting the right woman in your life is all about matching the wavelength irrespective of age and height but the social status of the family should always be the major thing to think about and with that the life carries on forever in each other's arm with no traits of "Revenge" for each other.  

Indians have double standards when managing their womenfolks!

Indians have double standards when managing their womenfolks- this is quite a widely accepted statement as to when it comes to making their women dwarf before other Indians stand on top. The Indian male who tries to give importance to their women after marriage is also not spared by the society and the peaceful atmosphere at home is generally broken by the in-laws who are from their women's end. It could be seen that the mother-in-law in most of the cases destroys the household of her own daughter and so does the sister-in-law. These set of women try to overpower the man and they even try to get intimate sexually to rob off the happiness of a home after which for long terms in life the man has to payback with the society trying to torment him and it leads another set of pressure on him.
With people of Bihar who try to get into the household by letting the younger sibling of the married woman get herself fucked by the husband in the pretext of dominating over him leads to a weakness of mind and once the person gets into womanizing which begins ta home the entire society gets over the sister-in-law who may already from an evil mindset. This issue carries from generation to generation and creates turmoil in many homes including the higher caste and the lower caste. The people esp. takes advantage of such a situation when their own wife is pregnant and many times the husband who does not fuck the sister-in-law is termed to be a man of weak thoughts and mind.
The society in Bihar is very much promiscuous and fucking each other household woman is a trait which could be seen in many homes when the boy reaches the puberty. This is the reason most of the people from Bihar are found to be involved in many of the rape cases in various metropolitan cities and although the small towns and villages cases go unnoticed.
Any person with a good mind ceases to keep relationship with such household and immediately move away from them so as to save his own thoughts which are far more necessary although the society on the pretext of the woman who is not into the mold of a good person and is akin to some sex worker may create havoc on the husband or family members by creating all issues including getting him attacked as the woman from Bihar who is uneducated totally known to be in the badmouthing thoughts and can exploit anyone by getting into their way.
The other bad thing is that they try to overpower any family who is not found to be into carrying any image of being a culprit and their thought process is all about robbing off the happiness and their good mannered thoughts when the person or the groom go to the in-laws house is considered to have a weakness in thoughts and action. Irrespective of Pandit, Bhumihar, Kayastha, Rajput or Chamar every caste has the same trait where they keep an eye on other's household and try to sniff the issues of other's household and then take on the path of creating issues for many more years to come.
Also, the dowry issues are just a way to overpower the groom's house and for many years the person in a groom's house sometimes their entire family are sent behind prison in the pretext of false dowry cases.
So, any person irrespective of their better thoughts and action is reprimanded by the society as the person all around the societies of Bihar are same and carrying their way of creating havoc is a part of life which has been continuing since many years in the past until the menfolk has to rise against such woman by not getting weak and always try to marry the woman who is far more educated so that such behaviors should get exposed and the families of bad mindset should be exposed rather than only think about having mercy in the name of woman.

Life is all about tajurba i.e. Experiences=Experiments

Once a student comes to Class V or VI in C.B.S.E schools he takes his steps towards School Laboratory from where he does various experiments to find out the same results which are pre-defined. Now, has anyone thought about taking life in an experimental way without harming it to a great extent?

I consider my life till date which is 40 years of my age as an experiment on my own mind and capabilities where my entire indulgence is towards my own thought of mind and action where aggression is the first word, sincerity comes secondly, hospitality not necessary and admiration is the virtue of my life. So, thinking about these terms if I see my life going towards the right way I am always Ashanvit which is always a positive frame of mind about succeeding in every possible way not only for me but also for the society which is around me.

It is easy for us to get into the mode of ruining other's career and give our own friends and relative a setback by toppling them over trough all possible ways to get your own son ahead in life. But, it is hard to find out every mistake in your own ward and make him go straight in life without bending the rules to a great extent. Also, to be a little flexible is something which is necessary for life as the rigid attitude can create issues but giving back in your own ways is something which could never be understood by the people who believe in fighting only for the girls rather than for both the genders. 

I have seen my father is very much ruthless on me and reprimanding me for any small mistakes which made me away from any bigger mistakes which could have made me serve any legal punishment and also the few girls who tried to inflict revenge on me were not successful to do so as my mother was there to protect me with her own ways and she still rules me without considering me as an entity.

If I say that life is all about Tajurba i.e. Experiences=Experiments I tried to make my lifestyle in my own ways which are good as compared to my own wishes where Badi-Badi Khushiyan hai Chooti Chooti batton me...and I never inflicted any pressure on anyone to stick to me for long duration in life but has a belief that they could survive on their own which is the first thing to be done in life as for me it could be intolerable if ever I could see my wife sleeping with someone else in front of me on my own bed. It is true that today's generation of women even if she is not sexually deprived try to get a third person in life for sex and it further creates havoc in a relationship which can not be tolerated from my end. A person however Tarzan he is cannot satiate the thought of a woman who has the only decision in her life to complete her revenge against the family and society and for that, she can tartar the image of the husband at any cost.

So, it is good for such woman to stay away and make the person who is a command in his own to stay within his positive energy and vibes to grow in life and be good for the society rather than getting back towards him to destroy him further. Now, the other thing is that study is something which if you have a little bit of inclination towards it can get back to you in spite of people putting all kinds of nails in your path. It is just like the puncture in your car or two-wheeler which could be easily mended and you can run back in the race of life and it makes you feel a head high and with pride in the long run. My family members which I do not want to explain are from very bigger social circles but I never took their name's advantage to grow rather I would like to tell that even they never took any help from the Government or the society and in real life they kept themselves away from the glitz and glamour which has made them a true citizen rather than those people who take every possible way to show themselves from the bigger name cauldron even in terms of train reservation which is generally laughed out loud these days where any person could ask you bluntly that if they are something in life then have you been able to take good things from them or you just tried to take advantage of their names.

At this point of time if any person who comes on T.V. and badmouth a person who never tried to create a bad name for his family shows his incompetence and certainly his son and daughters are better who do not try to rake up the controversy because they know the social way of today's lifestyle where hiding their own women chastity is a big thing as from small boy to the elder one go through the same thought of mind and action to have sex for once and all and then circulate the sex videos over the internet to show their sexual prowess which ultimately leads to their downfall.

How important is to lead a happily married life in India!

When Deepika Padukone said in the movie Om Shanti Om, Ek Chutki Sindur Ki Kimat Tum Kya Jano Mahesh Babu... it seemed just a hilarious tone but after spending some time in understanding the mindset of people and the societal pangs it makes to understand that getting the tag of married once and then feeling free has become the most important aspect of people in India esp. Women.

Be at anyways like working or non-working, educated or non-educated the women in India across all religion see the dream of getting married and settle down in life. Since the lifestyle is changing and the person all around are getting busy with their own work to the extent of getting away from the families and not getting married at times when the loneliness creeps in the only advantage is that the woman does not do social harakiri these days and keep her priority and thoughts above all, thus making her stronger than anything else in the world.

With sulking in the lonely nights or getting into the bath or the bed all alone to jerk off it has become a new way of sexual intimacy where the love with the own body has become more of a necessity rather than getting into the act of getting into sexual act with everyone whether man or woman which is a good sign of a healthy man or woman.

Somebody has said that before getting into a sexual act one has to understand your own body and there is nothing called a capacity when it comes to sex. Today, the only issue in sexual intimacy use to be Erectile Dysfunction but with a little bit of getting into different sets of the exercise, one can get it fine for many more years to come and feel the difference in the sexual capabilities instead of taking that Viagra which becomes a necessity for many.

So, one can understand that good food and exercise complement each other in life and give enough energy to fulfill sexual needs. Now, getting back into the title "How important is to lead a happily married life in India" it is not only to get that elusive Sindur or the Vermillion applied over the head with Vedic mantras in Hindu marriage ceremony but also to understand the marriage vows and once a couple decides irrespective of any criteria in terms of societal norms but both should be educated enough to carry on with their life and style in a better way, nothing can take them away from each other and the life gives all the beauty through the virtues which have been coming from generation which has tied many of the families in India together since millions of years and will continue doing so.

UP Govt help for removing Stray cattle menace should not be ignored!

Raj Nagar Extension which has seen a great number of societies and equally beautiful Hindon River Front with people having their own farms are simply not aware of the UP Government help for removing stray cattle menace should not be ignored and all those people who have farmhouse could take advantage of it. The agricultural field where people work on a daily basis could easily take away these cattle and they could be easily fed with the leaves of maize, corn, and husk of wheat along with vegetables which could not give only an advantage in terms of great milk and its after products such as ghee, curd, and many other such essential products.

Now, the thought process is that not only the milk products can be a bigger gain but the UP Government is offering Rs 900 per month on these stray cattle who are good enough to give you better milk offers. In this way, one could find that the Government will certainly not pay Rs 9000 per cattle and nothing in return as compared to Rs 900 will give a great way to keep the cattle away from those who turn it into the meat products. 

Here is the link for details:

https://www.hindustantimes.com/cities/up-govt-announces-rs-900-per-month-for-stray-cattle-upkeep-cow-breeders-unimpressed/story-0sjROnblCjrRq2gFWHtTpN.html

Now, think about all those Yuva Vahini Sangthan in Ghaziabad who work in the name of creating rift in the name of killing the people by mob-lynching just to give the picture where the people who carry some meat are never asked in return whether they are carrying mutton or something else and before replying back are beaten to death. The other thing is that one could see so many people from the poor section of society who are not into the habit of getting nutritious food and earning for them is all about carrying with their basic needs.  

If they put a little bit of thought and take the cattle to their home they will immediately get a cow which could give liters of milk as such cows if given a nearby look are full of milk which could be seen clearly in their milk bags. The problem with the Indian mindset is that we are so much into reading others that and reminding of their failures and success is that we do not take care of our own thought process and the flowery words which do not make sense is not necessary rather reminding in a harsh manner gives a better and positive effect towards life.

Now, to think about the cattle where all the Hindu Sangathan make a hue and cry  about the killing of cow and distribution of beef but when it comes to getting an opportunity from the state Government to rear the cattle and earn from them then nobody takes the chances and or else a person can be reminded about the value of money and the cow as the God but rearing it with Government aid also becomes a far off dream which shows the double edge sword character of the Indian mindset.

Too What Extent we will worship Bollywood Icons?

In India, Bollywood charts the uppermost list when it comes to worshipping them as idols. Everyone in India from the very common people to the uppermost layers of the society which is the journalists along with news editors and judges or maybe anyone in politics give a thumbs up to the Bollywood which is far more associated with all types of social crimes and at the same time has taken the path of cross-border terrorism. 

One does not find any happiness is giving the very much iconic Police-Man and women who put all their efforts to save our lives and we try to make the mockery of our police and judiciary system. We try our best to avoid the man in uniform but jump in joy when it comes to helping the people from Bollywood by calling them to get associated with our families. 

If the inside story is to be known then the fact of the matter is that the signing amount which is shown on papers for the Bollywood hero and heroines remain on papers and they are pauper which makes them just a person to be made mockery about any possible scenario instead of idol worshipping them. If I am not wrong in India people every time put ahead of the money which defines the social status and makes a person significant in life. Now, if the money is to be concerned the person in any small business or a job earns more than the person in the film industry where all the black money from various underworld agents get channelized and the actors and actress sometimes get the meager amount or just a small amount to fulfill their needs. 

Now, the only thing which they do in return is that they take the help of some social person and take their son and daughter in the film industry at the earliest who turn out to be whores and prostitutes and once the excess in sex gets over they are allowed to work in the movie industry. So, couch potato as a term has got over and open sex scenario is the only thing which is prevalent in the film industry. Also, the established hero and heroines get into the movie with more than five names or characters and further they take on the path of blocking new talents which leads to creating more or less a blockage for various other upcoming talents to survive and with that the talent dies their own death.

With the industry people having a say in various other domain from cricket to other games most of the committee are governed by them and also all kinds of tenders are opened in the name of their company which leads to creating all issues related to anarchy and curbing of freedom for common people. 

Since they are very much into politics they also try to overrule the system of making a mockery of life and death and sometimes make the various upcoming personality at the college level to not help them grow in life and thus they are denied of education which again makes a person social criminals. In this way, one could ask the simple question to their own heart, mind, and soul that too what extent we will worship Bollywood icons and what we will get for our family members after doing so in life?

Jaganath Mishra demise does not create any void in Bihar Politics

The Bihar which is one of the worst-hit states in terms of caste-based politics has seen a sea change in political system after the father of Fodder Scam or the Chara Ghotala Mr. Jaganath Mishra passed away. It is a pity to know that his political scion who was Mr. Lalu Yadav took the burden of being the head in the fodder scam but the entire episode revolved around the upper caste people who took a huge seizure of money and property in the name of a multi-million scam which rocked the nation. As per my beliefs, Mr. Lalu Yadav must have heavily taken the charge just to appease the political system of Caste-based politics which is totally over-ruled by the upper caste system and till date low caste people are subject to all kinds of tortures which further puts them into turning towards different religions or get into the marriage system with upper caste.

Although, it is not easy to break the shackles of the caste system as it is very rigid not on the upper caste front, since I have spent most of the time during my studies in Bihar and studied at a Christain School which is Holy Cross we were asked to practically nothing with the prevailing sense of untouchability or difference to be created in the name of caste, creed or religion. The school organized National Integration Day where prayer meetings were organized and also the various skits, speeches, and programs by students were held to make us understand the social implications. 

But, the fact of the matter is that we Indians when fucking other's woman, girl, and daughter do not take into consideration of the caste or religious traits when getting into sexual intimacy and thus the apprehensions about having sex with any caste whether upper or lower diminishes in front of their sexual organs. Thankfully, this was never the thought process in our school but as soon as I started understanding the liberal Indian society I could understand that sex is one of the ways to overpower each other and there is nothing called Love which is only limited to carry on with the sexual needs.

So, the country which has been boasting about the land of Krishna, Buddha, and Nanak could not make out anything from their teachings and gaining an upper hand in the removing of sexual frustrations is the most important aspect which certainly could not be found to be good enough as there are cases where people are burned to death in the name of getting married to some low-caste women as they are termed to satiate the sexual urge of upper-caste Hindus.

Although, if we take it in the context of Bihar politics the highest number of politicians who are from the lower background could be found to be attached with South Indian Political system as the influence of Chandrababu Naidu and Mr. H.D. DeveGowda could be seen totally into the system as the Rashtriya Janta Dal which is one of the parties led by Rabri and Sri Lalu Yadav was based on the help of Shri Devegowda and thus getting more out of the understanding the party is totally inclined towards South Indian value-based system which is giving the freedom of thoughts and creating atmosphere for education but certainly they could not succeed in it which led them towards complete failure apart from their sons trying to lift them up.

Also, Bihar is a place which is totally governed by the theory of pulling others down and flourishing by any particular person whether from any caste is looked down upon as they try to get into the mode of less education and more of the hooliganism which could be seen in their traits and behavior along with the thought process and speaking Bhojpuri which is the language not finding into a constitutional language cannot make any understanding as the people speak that it is a governing language of Maldives. 

So, one could understand that even if they have to boast in the names of the first President who served the country from this state still the country did not rise to the status of adding any significant thought process and with Jaganth Mishra demise does not create any void in Bihar Politics as it is well governed by the still prominent caste-based politics who still fight in the name of getting into less of education and more of land-based politics and the worst thing is that caste-based politics is the other way round where the small caste people put all the pressure on upper caste to pull them down and the people from upper caste are frowned upon due to which they stay together and try to avoid the lower caste which does not leave any opportunity to give a backlash to the Upper Caste people who are naturally less into creating rift  and also their own community which does not stand united as most of them are on thei r own find severe backlash in the name of caste based politics as the state is more into carrying the rumours from one generation to another and degrading their own upper caste people which gives the lower caste to overrun them which was found in the case of Shri Jaganth Mishra who passed away without gaining any advantage of his well-managed upliftment of lower caste and the same was to be found with the father of Mandal Commision Shri Vishwanath Pratap Singh. 

My First Priority in life remained my own Mother's interest!

I, Mukesh Kumar, who was always considered to be a person of lovable nature throughout my life stage in terms of consciousness where the age could be considered from 2 years onwards and as I have reached 40 years with going towards 41, I have been more prone towards my family's interest and above all my own mother. She has always been my pillar of support although at times being harsh on me which lets me go towards getting more aggressive but being a chauvinistic male I still feel that she is the prime bearer of my thought process which makes me a bit different in today's context. 

If I remember my own family and talk about my ancestral thoughts then my father Mr. Upendra Vidyarthi was the most lovable one in his family which was a joint one during my birth and remained so for few years but as the family grew up in number after the birth of two children who were me and my sister the unanimous choice of the family members was to arrange another home for us as my father got his own room set by the Sail authorities where he was working at Bokaro Steel Plant, Jharkhand which is a great township.

Now, as my mother was behind my building stage of life from teaching me A.B.C.D to Hindi Alphabets and further helping me in getting admissions at every step of life she was behind me to make me a human being and also let me understand the world through her eyes and thinking as during the 80's when I took birth in the year 1979 of December there was less of Television into every home and as my father stayed in his Plant job she was always there for us after getting back from school as being the homemaker.

Although we never left going to our Grandparents home which was not very far from our home. We also have a very cute Dog to keep us with a great company of a pet and it fulfilled our home. The family was very much inclined towards education and any deviation in terms of social behavior was heavily reprimanded by my father due to which I never went astray in life and my social behavior towards other women in the nearby societies was very much according to the norms of social behavior.   

I never knew that I has become almost the cynosure of all eyes in the neighborhood in society but never took any advantage in life and my lifestyle always remained of being a homely guy who was ready to do errands after coming from school which is about getting milk from the milk's parlor and other goods for my home based needs and virtually I always remained an obedient guy towards my home and mother along with other family members.

So if today I see that my first priority in my life remained my mother's interest and if any women have come to my life she remained much independent to carry her life in her own style including my sister and I never insisted them to stick to me as their own independence was far more necessary. They walked out of our lives in their own thoughts behaviors and their natural wish was not to get involved in our lives as their own freedom was far more necessary which has been the thought process of my mother. My mother never remained a heavy chain with locks in a true sense even in my life but the women she is and her due importance in my life I never crossed the path of getting any liquor or woman to my home before or after her eyes. Although, I was never liked by the locality in Ghaziabad due to such behavior even by the modern thought process in the woman and due to which they made a social conspiracy to beat me up by the goons in the society but I tackled it with quite strength and valor and become a shield of my mother due to which I faced severe blows before my M.A. Sociology Final Year Exams which was even given a Thumbs Up by Local police as they took our side and since then I have found myself to be more inclined towards Indian Police System.

I never took any measures to find the names of all those people who tried to beat me up and neither they apprehended me again for which I remained thankful but in spite of the woman in my life who use to come at regular intervals on the pretext of pretending to be my wife although she has left me soon after joining my household I never went berserk in running towards any woman and become more social in my thought process and being very much on my own remained the virtue of my life.

So, since the past three years from July 2016 till this year of 2019, I have been completely alone although staying with my mother and it has made me more courageous and my society at Ajnara Integrity has become a great one as I could see all over smiling faces and if I see any woman who resembles a little bit of my earlier wife's image without being any bad thought in my mind I keep myself away of any sense of being touchy or feelingness which was never my thought since childhood and as the life is we both have decided to stay away and rather get together as she loves to be a single mother and I wish both the mother and child all success in life as she never asked for any monetary help because of her richness in thought and action which is given respect by the society and my mother setting her free has also given me a graet sigh of relief and making me more obedient toawrds her for many more years to come!

"Teachers in school are the real Beauty & the Beast"

Indian Education system which has seen much of the education divided into Public and Government undertakings where the public schools are to be found in every city, town, and village while the same could be said about the Government schools. The real fight in the locality between the students of a Government school who do not find the public school students to be a notch above them although somewhere deep down the heart they still rue for the education into public schools where the students go into all creamy layers buses, wear great dress and are a class apart naturally makes the students jealous to a large extent. 

Also, with all those schools which are private but the school which remains on top in terms of activity and fun based learning where the students feel free and believe that there is a wing attached to them but also follow the life under strict discipline sometimes are ready to get dead for each other or fight for their teachers which make them a very different personality. It really shows the kind of camaraderie which could never be understood by even their biological parents. Now, if a parent who is well into speaking great words says that he is the Guardian of the pupil he firmly says that in the school the teacher is the primary parent and he or she is there to guide the student from education to everything in life.

It could never be understood by a person who is not aware of the ethics and governing principle of the Gurukul system from the ancient past in India where even Kings like Raja Dasrath use to send their beloved child Shri Ram to Gurukul and then did not interfere in their life and education until they get back after getting educated. So, the huge difference between the word Guardian and Parent could be understood only by the child himself who remained in awe of the presence of his father and never wished to get into anyone else arms even if he was a child. 

Now, to understand that Teachers in school are the real beauty and beast there are times when some of your teachers may resemble very near to some hero and heroines and one could easily emulate them. They certainly do not mind your adult talks to some extent where the person does not cross the limit and neither you are bound to speak such words in the personal context but you speak out any words which do not come out on your own but has a long story associated with it which certainly is not a part of this webpage discussion.

There are times when a single child has to carry all the burden of the life structure (without getting into job) just like the heavy Cross by Jesus Christ although he is not confined to the religion which is Christianity but since his school stands out to be Holy Cross and is primarily a religion of a Hindu  where you are taught to be tolerant and volatile at the same time to protect your dignity it gives immense satisfaction in mind that my school with my classmates and teachers still recognize me as a person who never ever went to get into any pervasive act which could lead to bringing down the name of the biological father.

Now, there are times when any and many other children may get the affinity towards any school but it is not possible for every parent to give them education in a public school. In that scenario, the best could be done by the student is to take the help of Google and make your knowledge so much into your mind that apart from education the games along with all the general knowledge and current affairs should get into the deep core of mind which will make you goals apart and certainly you will come up trumps before the public school which will raise the faith in you and then you will never feel yourself downtrodden which is the main factor in schooling without making the big "O" out of it as school is more or less has become redundant these days and within 5-7 years self schooling will take place in every section of society in India and abroad.

God has become omnipresent in true sense!

God which is a term given to all those heavenly bodies who have done sacrifices in their life to reach greater heights and helped the common man to rise in their difficulties and thus get ahead in life has almost taken new form. After, India saw a hijacking of the entire religion and philosophy by the baba who could be a part of the circuit where much of them were associated with some criminal gangs and got caught with making their images malign, certainly things could be seen as a change in the system of all those heavenly bodies who are better called as Graha and Nakshatra.

If one understands the terminology associated with it the upcoming movie by Saif Ali Khan which is based on Naga could be a way to understand the thought process which is getting into the highly social person who has seen everything in life. I am not aware much about the movie but certainly has witnessed few of the Naga Sadhus at Allahabad and understand that they are superficial in nature and Shiv constantly stays awaken in them. Shiv who is generally termed as a God who is very much into the common man's mind all over the world is very much a sweetheart personality and he never ceases to get into the mainland where his thoughts about wandering anywhere whether the mountains, rivers or the home in cities has not remained a part of the myth.

So, if one says that God has become omnipresent in the true sense, it could be understood by the fact that prominent people who are either the sports personality or the people who have toiled much hardship in their life could be seen themselves into different slide pictures or live videos at times helping others in flood or any other natural crisis. It could not be known to them but it may happen in the way that since today sports need a lot of sacrifices and Indians who put their whole-hearted effort into anything and everything have their superficial atomic structure in the body to move forward and help people in distress while their original self which is their human body structure continue with their own work. 

In this way, one could understand that God chooses all the persons who may be either fun-loving or hardworking along with those who are well aware of the system which includes the law of the land and thus gives the Atma which is the main belonging or the superpower system in the body to rise above for doing the betterment of the society. It also does not mean that the person in you declares yourself as a God as it will be the most foolish way to end up with all the better opportunities which could come in life with the help of the superior being or the guiding angle but to feel his presence around you and make the most out of it by being good to yourself and for others certainly your good deeds will be taken care off and at times the wandering soul in you will give back the society in a better way without the media and public attention which generally does not give importance to better things in life and is always there to pull you down.

Mother and the Motherland remains above all!

One must have got to read many times the Sanskrit Verse "Janni Janambhumi Swargadapi Gariyasi" which means that Mother and the Motherland remain above all. It is very true esp. in my context as most of the achievements in life has happened because of the push from my mother's end and her name is  Mrs. Kiran Bala Devi. She has been a personality who has been very much my strength and has never become my weakness as because if she is not around when I leave the city for some purpose I still do not feel alone. She has been behind my education and her words shouting Chalo Padho, Padho which is about come-on do the study has pierced my ears since childhood.

With the thought of being my pillar of support for almost every decision in life from buying a home to being a marathoner and now the thought of doing a Ph.D. has helped me to grow in life. Like any other guy who does not like an over-ruling mother I also have some hatred for her when I was in a relationship with a woman, but the lady in her who understands things very well she clearly helped me to get over that relationship and thus I  survived back in life. Although, I am not into any active relationship from the past three years I do not find any gap or void in my life because of her well-managed behavior. 

The same behavior traits are to be found in my sister Shweta Srivastava and father Mr. Upendra Vidyarthi, who feel proud about my achievements and back me up from far which still makes me feel better rather than feeling alone and lonely. Now, with all these so-called unpampered love where my life has gone through social restrictions has helped me to remain better in the eyes of law and Indian society which has a different mindset. I would say that my mother tougher stance in my life has helped me to overcome many failures and hurdles in life. The same could be said for my teachers who were in Holy Cross and if I would like to mention few names as I was inclined more towards the female teachers then Miss Manjeet Kaur, Mrs. V. Parthasarthy and above all Mrs. Archana Bhatnagar totally stood behind me and the same could be called for Sister Betsy, who was behind my career and developing my thought process without becoming a narcissist and thus helped me to get closer to my school. With few more to name the tougher ones were Miss Nirmala, Miss Shusma Srivastava and the other being Miss Vibha Devi who was although very much loud in terms of scoldings for any mistake but was certainly very much with full of love and adulation. 

The only teacher who remained behind me as a pillar of support from G.G. P.S, Bokaro where I joined after Class Xth and the male teachers who were bad mannered with no self-respect in them with beating the students mercilessly the only Angel there was Mrs. Urvashi Talwar, whom we use to give a lot more respect and although I never went on having the thought of waxing eloquent for her still was near to her. When I reached Delhi for the purpose of study I use to give her phone calls occasionally although my talks were full of sense as in spite of she being very much beautiful I never has any thought of crossing any limits whether in talks or in terms of behaviour because of the social impact in life and for that certainly father's words were a constant reminder which he used to say that if you will do anything wrong before us we will be able to protect you but if you are alone then you have to think about your own safety first and behave accordingly. Now, she belonged to a Punjabi clan which is already very volatile and thus my nearness towards her was all just for getting me connected as her words use to be very soothing, and in spite of my father and mother pushing me up for helping me back to the studies her one single statement which was a gentle reminder that the world is getting far more towards education and educated once are getting more respect, so where do you want to see yourself after 10-15 years. You would like to see into that class which is an educated one or the other who loiters around with no certification and nothing to show in terms of education which remains the class and style.

So, this was too much for me to understand and with little struggle and monetary help from my parents who were my father and mother I got into the mode of studying and working and the desperate attempts of all those who tried to be a hurdle fall flat and thus today I am a part of the better-educated ones and with a Degree which reads aloud of my achievements saying me as an M.A in Sociology, I feel more of respect towards my mother along with my lovely lady-teachers and of-course the nation which understood me better in the long run and all the people who go through my Blog page "Silence Judgement" I feel a sense of gratitude towards them and thus it helps me to discover every-day some new knowledge over Google and continue my life with better thoughts and expecting more from it.

P/S: Yesterday, in the post I have written about the 72nd Independence Day of India but it stood out to be the 73rd one which I rectify thought this postscript. I have all the love for my nation and love seeing it's growth including the railways with Vande-Bharat Express going to run in the various zone it gives us Indians an immense sense of Pride. Jai Hind!

Relationship status becomes my own privacy and thoughts

With India celebrating the 72nd Independence Day and Raksha Bandhan together, it becomes a great day for the Indians all over the world to celebrate the festivities and enjoy life as colorful as the tri-colors of the Indian Flag. The country which has seen much of the onslaught before Independence and after Independence is more near to get the entire Kashmir into their own territory once the UN Council meetings take place and hopefully China will also support the cause.

For me, both the festivals are of the same importance as I was very much a patriot during childhood and always went to the school with a smiling face not to get that tri-color seen only unfurled but to feel the beauty and the energy associated with it. The school was enthusiastic and so I was along with my parents where I remember that my father made the beautiful tricolor with her own hands over the sewing machine for me once as she also remains very much patriot from her heart. The students and teachers of Holy Cross still remember me without being related to any great significant person in me or the same goes for the family who was very much of a middle-class personality where everyone was obedient towards the law and order of the society.

For me being protective about motherland at this age which is 40 years now is to be more protective about my mother who stays with me as I am not into Army or Police where I could go towards the border or get into a fight with goons to save the nation. Now, the other thing is that if I talk about my relationship status becoming my own privacy and thoughts it is quite clear that all those who thought about making us separate by a virtual sense of making a mockery of my tears at the funeral pyres of my only near ones which was done  just to make the odd sense in me to get away about being protective about my own set of family found it be a great backlash. 

All the social drama turned out to be a major hoopla and till date, those persons who formulated it got a severe backlash by the supreme punisher who is the omnipresent God and I could find them virtually burned into the fire of sex and indeed which has given them no more a happier relationship status. They are found to be socially reprimanded by every section of society and while the people from my home who were given a wrong funeral exit just to make a mockery of my love and respect for them has got more from the God and they rise above all odds to become something good for the society. 

On this Raksha Bandhan and since past 14 years I stayed alone but it made me stronger and if I see my soul sister somewhere I found her to be more satisfied which could be seen on her face rather than those media scribes who could not leave the rant of shouting Mukesh-Mukesh and all those people from Bokaro Steel City including the servants who worked at my home and reach a greater height in life after joining the controversial people who were my own relatives from Madhepura and Darbhanga could not find the solace till date.

Although, thankfully all of them are near to my home but has got the best things in return from where they consider themselves to be a bigger entity which is laughed by all. Now, thinking about my own status I feel more of happiness in staying alone from those sexually intimate women who get into the sexual act but are determined to give you a flag off and has the sole purpose of being loyal towards their ex-boyfriend who could be some XYZ person where she might be using both of them.

The new age guys and girls who have all their pumped up fists and the power which could be used for some good purpose of making themselves with better looks could be found to check their power  by either beating a person with deadly blows and then get the desired body and the girl of their likes or having a thought of being superior as the woman around the society remains the same who just try to pull you towards much of the dangerous situation in life.

For me, more sacred tie is now with the omnipresent God and the nature which exist in all its beauty and the bigger thing in life is that I have turned into more of a sports-related individual who in spite of being disliked by all still carry on my existence with pride and valor with being the marathoner in every form is the only dream to be achieved with the other one to be PhD In Sociology towards which I am inching at the pace of a tortoise.

Liberal Indian Economy never made Indians Liberal!

Indian Economy which was always termed as a mixed economy and since the '90s has given away to multi-nationals with privatization being the core to it never was able to break the shackles of the social and geographical divide. Each state people found it difficult to mix with each other and neither people tried to have a progressive mind. If talking about the economic thought which prevailed in India it was all about giving the people opportunity in terms of relationship with the so-called influential people who were not that influential. Earlier, the influential criteria were limited to having nearness to the Politicians and people did take advantage of their name while even traveling in the trains.  

One must have listened in the past that I am from the Bindeshwari Dubey clan or the Jagannath Mishra Clan and to get some greatness out of it once the Yadav era took the charge the people en route from Mirzapur via Mughalsarai to Bihar never use to get tickets as the Indian Railways has almost become the Lalu-Fied train system as he has become the Railway Minister. So, my thought is not to point towards one single entity but to one and all where people tried to take advantage in every possible way by showing hefty attitude in the name of Bihar even in terms of marriage where the relationship went sour.

Thankfully, it is all about standing alone and being courageous in case of my thoughts which has helped me to prevail against every odd situation in my life. I also find it funny that in the name of getting sexual intimacy people even try to overlook every other thing which is about the male camaraderie and then there were many a times cases where the women got locked without getting married in the name of having sex and got raped for many years to come. Few of such things which got changed was all because of some liberal attitude by girls who took the system by better arguments and without naming them I certainly feel proud about their thoughts who without being sleazy took the better path of shedding their cloth and feel happy about it which has broken many of the shackles of the mind.

Also, trying to be a Goon without any proper certification of it which is all about the nearness to criminals or political minds which are based very near to criminals makes the person almost a no-show where after many such scenarios of managing something better for the society and fight along with beating the person to show himself better makes him confined to one single unit and further he neither gets respect nor is allowed to get into anyone's thought which might have happened with few people with less of brain and more of brawn. 

Making people a fool out of nothing which is more or less the same thought of showing the princely attitude also gives nothing which may happen with some people who took to the title of Rai being the only Rai Bahadur from the era of British when the fools were given the title just to make them feel proud about their style which prevailed due to the "Riyasat". Now, getting back towards Liberal Indian Economy never made liberal Indians being the fact of the matter is that breaking the shackles of caste, creed, religion, and regionalism is still very difficult as most of the time it is all about giving a hefty attitude by making a colonial presence in the system. With people of Bihar who are found to be everywhere in the name of Purvanchali will be found to stay in a cluster and they also move in the group whether going to college, office or anywhere else and never consider themselves as a single entity which makes a person independent in thought and develops his own style. In this way, the person gets confined to one single language and system and if they try to mix with the people of different state then thankfully they put cherry blossom on their face, learn their language and from there on they get to mix with the home state people.

If one goes towards Punjab many of the Sharma and Verma from Bihar readily married to the Punjabi's and after that neither they become a part of the system but spent time in Gurdwara as they are easily ditched by the people and are never considered a part of their assets. Also, the progressive mind is always tried to give a left-hand system by calling them a Leftist and most of the time they are considered to be given raw dealing where people forget all the contribution by him or her due to which they head towards South India which is more progressive and welcome the people with open heart rather than being arrogant on them because as far as I remember there were times when people use to spend preparing for Government Jobs and never took to Private jobs which all got changed by the students who took to the Public school system. Also, the agriculture is getting back heavily among Indian masses as by the effort of few people who took to growing their own needs and also fulfill the needs of other started cultivating even on plateau as such geographical places have sufficient rain and other better climatic condition for crop cultivation and the result will be seen in the form of other green revolution in another ten years. 

Now, considering the Liberal thoughts and looking towards some great people I feel proud about Mr. Ravish Kumar from NDTV who has won the Ramon Magsaysay Award twice and has been a champion of good cause instead of the Indian Media men and women who unnecessarily try to demean any person or society and just try to make news as a way to give sleazy thoughts which takes the arguments to a dead end. So, to conclude one can say that to be liberal it is not about eating with the hands of others but to produce an opportunity for others in every field and then move on to others making the way to be full of light which is the governing principle behind "Tamso Ma Jyotimargay". 

All for running, running for all!

Running which is one of the easiest in sports in terms of athletics never cost more rather than a less than Rs 500 shoe, socks worth Rs 100 and shorts along with T-shirt which could be for Rs 200 or less for the basic necessity criteria. After every four years, we all watch Olympics but with the lowest of the contingent in numbers and almost the same for the medal, tally one can really think that why we as Indians do not pay attention to the technique which not only gives longevity but also puts us above the rest in many other ways.

If the only prevalent sports are cricket and one thinks that the money in the cricket will be enormous one can think that to become a state player one has to go through very tough selection criteria which are for the Ranji trophy and then further into various state teams. If one thinks about getting into cricket then one has to join any academy which charges more than lakh Rs per year and further does not guarantee your selection process.

Now, think about running where many professional sports company has come-up which not only helps you to catapult your career in the sports but also gives you an opportunity to join various world teams without changing your nationality. Running has become thoroughly professional sports and it does not ask any extra effort but in the morning if you put two-three rounds of your school field or any nearby field which could become your own stadium it gives enough of practices to get into various state-level athletics meet.

As every state Government is putting emphasis on selecting the right players in athletics things have become very easy these days and further, the money in this particular field is huge. Once, a person gets into cricket apart from receiving the prize money at the highest level and the money paid by BCCI is evenly distributed while all the glitz and glamour cars and houses are sometimes provided by sponsors which can also be asked to submit it back once the term gets over in sports.

On the contrary, if a person gets into athletics and earns any amount apart from getting all the adrenaline rush a person gets the same huge amount of money in crores by the various State Governments and Sports Authority of India. 

Also, the record at the highest level at the Olympics is almost achievable if a little bit of dedication is put into it and whether you are in a village, town or cities a person can get into the mode of running at any stage of life as there is nothing as an age-criteria in running but certainly the more earlier you join there are better chances of getting Government jobs in railways, Military and various Public sector Corporations helping to get stability for a life long to come.

So all for running and running for all can certainly change the scenario for Indians who spend Lakhs of Rs on giving professional training to their children in Cricket and sometimes get nothing in return which gives another big pressure to the family who cannot recover the money and then it becomes a blot for them on their career and life!

Hard Work and dedication it always pays "Off" Faces!

In India or esp. the cultural capital New Delhi which is all about many of the multinationals and different organizations all over whether at Nehru Place, Connaught Place or other District Centres in all those cramped or super offices with great working style one could if ever try to know the profit-making capabilities of any firm they are unfortunately found to run in huge losses. The employee who speaks about getting less of the money in the Private Sector as compared to Government Sector should keep an eye on How the Government Sector employee has to work. The best example one could find is the Railway Reservation Counter where the entire shift of 9-10 hours a Government Clerk has to put all his effort to book the ticket.

While doing all these he has to listen to all odd words and sometimes brawl erupts which again creates a problem. Although, the internet has become more of an easy way to book the tickets most people try to buy the tickets on their own. Now, comparing a Government Employee in any sector with a Private employee who works either for media, television or any other kind of Private job one could find how easy their life is but with the tag that exceptions are always there. A new thought of mind has come up in the blue-collar job profile which is mostly the people who are now working in Private jobs is to get over the company by either ruining its image and making it defunct within few months. It seems that sinking a company is going to be of any help to the people who run the company or the employees are going to get some extra rewards for that particular purpose. 

If one remembers the earlier movie to cite an example it showed how much respect a person gives to his job instead of comparing with the other one who might have got a job in the name of his father's demise in some Sales Tax Department which was very lucrative and then immediately started taking bribe to ruin his career and at the same time bring blot to his family name and still his son did not get the tag of "Mera baap Chor Hai" which was a common slang in the '70s after the movie release Deewar. 

Instead of that, the son's who got all the opportunities by rubbing the ass with sun-tan oil aka Archies style suddenly started showing style statement which gives the best of the moments in life by joining any industry and which is all about pulling down the pants first and with the little effort of those videos which are forbidden it makes fun to get the payments to further splurge on girls. Now, comparing further with the same scenario of all those beautiful ladies and handsome guys who get up in the morning to rush towards their jobs in the buses and Metro with a dream of having own home and car along with a happy family are hounded by the newborn kids who suddenly appear from nowhere and speak about coming from Raxaul and Saharsa or Sasaram to Arra which are some of the prominent places in Bihar and with their ways which could not be understood and all the brouhaha which is made in Metro gives another virtual headache and if asked by some person of middle or elder age the reply is Neta Banenge ya bannne aaye hai which is about some political rallies and then their conversation will move towards J.P. Aandolan which is the common terminology for people of Bihar.

In this way, if we see not towards the corporates which almost has lost the culture and the talks are confined to the gigolo culture and how many of the women a manager has fucked during his lifespan of spending time in the managerial post along with the media which does not leave its single-minded dedication of ruining any person's image without knowing about his struggles and any good deeds in the past puts all it's effort to carry on with the party culture where one could see "Subah hone na de" type dance sequence with male who is completely nude and the women scribe trying to find group sex or the female orgy out of it.

Once said and done the start-up culture has again given a great backlash to Indian Economic System where most of the start-ups work for 3 months and after that, they sound as if "Tel nahi hai" and the rickety style start-up changes into a place where the women immediately start shedding their clothes before the clients and then it further works for three months. Once the client gets bored he moves to different greener pastures and the company gets closed. At the same time if one talks about hard work and dedication it always pays "Off faces" by the other 99% employee who joins the organization either to give themselves an opportunity to get a hook from there in the form of any rich girl which is already being done by the Chai-wallah working there or the person who could be the humble sweeper and most of the time the over-used person gets into the lap of the person irrespective of his thought of whiling the time at job. 

Company is not yours is the most important statement and it is said that if a person tries to put his dedication in job then the entire work-force gets against him including the manager who finds it suffocating in front of the Directors and has a thought where the next level person could take him over anytime through his dedication. So, creating rumours about any person does not give jitters to the person who works hard as sometimes even the mail and the express surpasses the Rajdhani on the other track if the driver is given proper signal which is because he must have understood the tracks well and on the other hand the Rajdhani Express driver is already aware that he has come at a status where he could not get the backdoor exit.

Now, thinking about the Prime Minister of India Mr. Modi initiative about asking the Management to pull away from the employees in Government Sector who are not getting into productive mode the same will be adopted by the Public sector and all those who love to be into the arm-pit of the Manager's in private jobs without getting any experience in life after sometimes find themselves into becoming their Driver Cum Cleaner which gives them another set of frustration which gives them a face-ff in real life and unfortunately rising above all turns to be a distant dream for many decades to some of them and the others as well.

Marathon is not about running in "ONE CITY"

With my Fourth Marathon coming up in the month of October and the three which I have been done most of them was to find myself back into the status of Running which I have left almost since 1995. I remember that my active sports status got lost somewhere after leaving Holy Cross School in the year 1996 after passing out Class Xth. In the year 2017 when I visited Cambodia my wish of joining Cambodia Angkor watt, Half Marathon got fulfilled although it is a charity event. So, it was full 21 years in life when I took the mode of running and to people's surprise, I completed it in 2:45:20 seconds for the 22 Kms.

Once the milestone got achieved I did not have any wish to get back to India but the Indian Embassy at Cambodia persuaded me to get back to India as my final wish was to get to Singapore and then run there and then life would be fulfilled in my own ways. The Indian Embassy Officials got furious on this thought and they said whether you do anything you have to get back to India as we could see a good future in you as at the same year I have given my Net Exams for Sociology and then after much hip and hoopla I got back to India with the same sad thought bak sala nationality change ho jata to ban jate kuch...

Then again I took to 2018 Hindustan Times Marathon on 1st April 2018 and clocked timing of 2:20:41 Second which was a slight improvement. Once it got done I was looking for the Full Marathon and with Amity Gurugram Marathon I took the above-normal speed of 2:45:20 seconds and to back me up on cycle were Mr. Virat Kohli and Mrs. Anushka Sharma which made me to run with better strokes and then my wish to get into the running with all gears in mind made me a runner without any cause as I do not run in the name of creating charity or gathering funds or do not shout about any social abuse and neither I demand money from any organization or sponsor.

My only thinking about Marathon is not about running in one city and I try to avoid any Marathon like Airtel Delhi half Marathon where the stake is bigger and professional coach put their team on the Ghoda or the runners and then records tumble all the way.

Running for me is all about improvement in my courage and honor and that cannot be achieved if a person sticks to one circuit. Remember, the professional motor or car sports where every year the Grand Pi is all about sometimes going to Malaysia, Dubai, New York or Noida and checking your capability on different circuit which may check your mettle and encourage you to understand more about yourself and then conquering yourself rather than thinking about all those baggage which you have been carrying since childhood.

All the things which I have achieved in the short span of time without getting into any movie industry or to work in any kind of mafia-related boss-type person with adding feathers in my cap from giving Open Exam of C.B.S.E as my result was not that great in GGPS and I improved my exams by passing out with arts as a subject  and with marketing in personal loans and walking all the miles around New Delhi sometimes going till Bawana Industrial Area, where people use to call me and sometimes when they did not have any wish to get a loan as one of the people said that I suddenly got the money from some sources and then I have to return back. So, Delhi Transport Corporation was there to carry me at every place and I use to get up in the morning used to go gym at Naraina Village and by 8:00' a.m I rushed to Shelters at Connaught Place after which I use to get to the field at 9:a.m and almost everyday a person who was feeling difficult or falling in short of money use to get the Personal Loan offer and also to close the file one has to run for the proper documentation.

So, an entire entity on your own at times I use to reach to Ghaziabad and then return back at 1:00 a.m at night to Naraina Village it was an everyday Marathon. Then I took to customer service and last company left was IBM (I) Pvt Ltd where thankfully cab service was there and when a person like me who has nocturnal fears to some extent use to get back at Hindon Pul it was scary. At times I was the last one to reach home and then took to Digital Marketing were the people who are entrepreneurs use to get the project for six months and then as Content Writer I use to write 3000-4000 words per day which immediately help them to complete their target.

Once all was done from my end the spinners who spin the words on websites and do not worry about plagiarism took the job and then I have to salute the organization and at times with check or without check I have to get away from the organization. In all these days of my life which has been spending almost alone since the year 2000 and in between my sister accompanied me for six months to complete her training at Hyatt Regency, Bhikaji Cama Place, New Delhi went to become a Single star on her own as I was a very tough brother on her which she must have certainly never forgotten.

Now, my mother gives me the company at my own apartment which is of course on her name as I remember that she used to murmur while putting the cover on my books and copies at every year passing the school classes that "Akal Hoga to Mere Liye Ghar Kharid dega".

Today. all the family people are busy on their own but they are happy on their own which is far more necessary and in between there are few who feel to be on top by speaking about some odd relationship which did not come in life to settle me down but to carry on with their social experiment and to have something better out of me which I term nothing but revenge.

So, hopefully, I thank my stars and God that they never left me in between and my studies were always there to lift me back after every downfall which happens with every person and in between if I see myself after complete break down although not getting towards drugs, gambling, drinking or prostitution which are social evils I always got back into the career which I loved to be in and has no relationship with any woman which helped Saraswati Ji to be with me throughout in life.

One should never honk about one's own achievment!

Blowing our own trumpet is the worst thing which is done by people across any generation. If I remember my childhood even after securing good marks in class I never use to honk about it neither in the neighborhood nor in the school bus. I always tried to be as timid as I remember and for me, the marks use to be forgotten and forbidden after every result and neither I use to compare myself with other kids in terms of marks. If I remember my mother always use to scold me in the name of being less competitive and she uses to say that you never keep any person in front of your eye in terms of marks and capabilities. In a simple way, my motto was neither to challenge someone in terms of my marks nor I use to ask someone about their marks in various unit tests along with other things even related to sports.

As far as I remember my plain and simple reply to my mother was that I hate being competitive and I don't care about others how much marks they are getting rather I look at myself that my marks should be always good in my term exams and except maths I never ever got any red marks in my subjects till I become a little fidgety during Class 9, but gathered all my wits to clear the finals with good marks.

The other good thing was that I never concentrated on any individual sports achievements although our school Holy Cross, was the first one to introduce athletics from Class 1 and the Annual Sports was managed with great pomp and show.

My concentration was totally towards Group games which were Football, Basketball and occasionally cricket but most of the time those were only during the games period. Although, running cross country for around more than 15 miles was my favorite as we students have charted their own path of covering the entire outside of school premises which was near Railway Colony, Balidih and that December month always uses to give us much of happiness with full-fledged running. In this way, I also never remember in going to any other public school or Government Schools such as Bokaro Ispat Vidyalaya on their sports meet or any other functions and I never visited my younger sister Sweta's school on any occasion.

I don't understand the valueless generation from Bokaro Steel who in all their whims and fancies took their own thought of me being a tormentor in their life as they should ask their parents if I ever visited them to ask their results or talk about their achievements. My habit was to remain happy and I myself have not interfered in anyone's life whether they become a sales agent or drive a tempo along with being a businessman. The only thing is that I feel good if I see my school friends from Holy Cross School, Bokaro Steel City at any good position and do not feel any remorse in their name. So, I do remember many of the faces from senior to juniors but certainly, I keep to myself these days as I am not in any capacity to help any person and after going through much of the way the city whether the Bokaro Steel City or the NCR has treated me with deadly blows by beating me up without any good reason I better try to get away from the social pimps, prostitutes and their whorish talks which anyways is not my thought process ad neither I get interested in their social circles.

So, the thought about keeping myself away from the ugly faces where I do not believe in neither being attached with my cousins and nephew whose fathers were more in the capacity of either miser or lottery salesman along with few others being a clerk and the other jokingly persons who I never tried to be near and dear one's I kept myself away and feel proud about my own existence which is not delivered or packaged by someone else. Also, neither I ever honk about myself before them nor I tried to become a show-off as my thoughts were more towards keeping myself as the article says One should never honk about Ones own achievement as it reduces the capacities and competition is all about running with time rather than keeping someone's face in front of you and think about getting ahead of his or her and then get nothing in the world in the name of "ACHIEVEMENT".

Better to be in a safe relationship than a tumultuous one!

When it comes to relationship everyone tries to avoid the tantrums in life. Whether it is about having kids and then nurturing them or considering oneself everyone above else does not give any higher social status. If today's generation is to be concerned or the current era is asked then the boys are more boisterous with the upper edge rather than the women, Earlier if we use to see our neighborhood for every small thing the women use to fight and men were hardly interested in such activities. The man at that era during the '70s and 80's used to be a show-off when they got exposed with their anus or sometimes getting caught in sex with some other women then they certainly become the apple of the eye for every other woman. Also, a lot of hue and cry was made when the person ling or anus use to come out by mistake in open and he has to carry the burden for many years to come as it was considered to be a private and secret weapon.

Now, the entire social paradigm has changed and machoism is not about pulling out the shirt but the entire ling needs to be shown where the woman asks immediately at any place which could be as harsh word as Chal ling Dikha or to be very abrupt Bola Na Land Dikha. And in this way, the person does not contribute much towards his erectile dysfunction as it also makes him sometimes feel difficult in terms of arousal and with that he may become the way to be a matter of joke in front of society. Also, the less educated one tries to get bossy over each other and the social pervert person when becomes a sex addict becomes difficult into the normal path which leads to getting him eliminated from the system in long run.

In this way, the safer one tries to find out a match which keeps him away from the controversies. The next bigger thing which happened is that suddenly the people from Bollywood find a liking towards small B-Segment town as it is the biggest contributor in all kinds of development projects and the huge amount of money which they have makes them an easy way to stand out as contractors in various constructive industries. So, their heavy influence in industries from iron and steel to cement and construction of bridges, highways takes them to interiors of India and from where they try to remain in the upscale underdeveloped locality. They keep their children and families in societies till their work is confined to a certain area and all those braying donkeys and barking dogs get behind their beautiful women which are certainly kept under notice by them. Once the things get into excess they do not find any other ways but to kick away the person from where he or she never gets back and the word which is heard over wireless is "Over & Out" as the Police certainly work as the best of the friends for them.

So, with understanding the criminal mindset along with society as a clear picture in mind after doing my M.A in Sociology, i always try to be safe rather than sorry and with a failed relationship where the women in my life who acted more as a tormentor rather than in a relationship of a woman who could have been a better wife after understanding each other left for her own ways giving me a much of the loner state. Although, I took it as a positive thought of mind and instead of crying for her left the relationship status and since I was a cross country runner during school days after few built-up with my study turned into active marathon running which has given me a way to survive after getting teary-eyed for few months. I have become a runner and always participate in various running events although I do not keep any thought of getting back to the earlier women as it is better to be in a safe relationship than a tumultuous one and give a better option after getting more accolades from running by completing Ph.D. in Sociology which will again lift me to be a notch above when it comes to study. Also, I never feel anything bad in my life or any form of mistake as I never did something wrong to the extent of getting into any women's bed without her consent and always did much of the respectable jobs such as marketing, customer service, and digital marketing into which I carved out my own success story through hard work and dedication and the stout stick in life was always in the form of education which has given me the upper hand to stay awake and fight for the survival which is for the fittest as per Charles Darwin!

Bollywood is not the only place to search for LOVE!

All those people with small and mediocre minds first look towards the ultimate way to satiate their sexual urge and also to carry on with their generation towards Bollywood. With glamour industry churning out new and handsome guys and gal on a daily basis there is no dearth of people running towards the industry for helping themselves with a beauty to spend the day and night.

If you see some South Indian superstar or the North Indian Superstar they seem to be flanked by their boyfriends or girlfriends in every sojourn they go and most of the time it could be seen people rushing towards them at airports and other public places to have a glimpse of them which surely and gradually is becoming less because of their common presence.

Now, the other thing is that with keeping in mind their social status people from different strata of life try to get close to them and most of the time a person can see the Ola and Uber cab drivers who could be seen totally offloaded from their vehicle and still driving the cab which could be a very funny site.

If I personally believe for me it is not only the charm in a woman which attracts me and neither her style statement or a great face and physique but the only thing which matters is that the responsibility which she has taken to improve herself the family and the society in general.

This could be certainly the role of a Police Woman or a sports personality or both and with that, the mind towards thinking that "Bollywood is not the only place to search for love" surely takes place deep within and thus I kept myself far from this promiscuous industry which was earlier seriously known for its casting couch syndrome. The fact of the matter is that the people from Bollywood are socially irresponsible and only those who stood out were from the earlier generation such as Shri Shashi Kapoor along with Raj Kapoor, Dilip Saab, and Dev Anand along with not to forget  Sunil Dutt Sahab.

The next generation of the likes of Shri Sanjay Dutt, Shri Salman Khan, and others was quite near to flamboyance and I could not find anything Mushy in Shahrukh Khan who neither was found suitable for love nor serious roles and could not display angry young man capabilities with the likes of Sunny or Bobby Deol. The thinking generation style died its own death with the likes of Shri Froque Sheikh and Shri Naseeruddin Shah along with the current ones like Irfan Khan who could not carry the charm for a long more time. 

Now, talking about a few days back Tik Tok videos all over the internet with the Police Women and Men who look fit and fine I could say that certainly they are a better lot and have their own aggression to display along with the smartness which they portray in both gender and with a handsome salary package makes them a great prospect not only to find love in them but also have more of finding job in this particular field which can be taken care by giving oneself a little bit of inclination towards sports and keeping fit with exercise on a daily basis.

If one thinks about taking the help of a sports personality the big thing in life will be to first become like them which is matching their standards in a different sports from their own as they always love to get involved in a person who is more into athletics whether swimming or running and that makes all the differences in life.

 So, all those youth who love to keep themselves abreast not only into studies but a greater level of sports and certainly has always a future partner to keep in mind should find a better life partner in people from Police and Sports arena rather than only honking about Bollywood as they are superficial and an easy halt and go station rather than sticking to them which could not only my way of thinking but even their elders will agree with this particular thought to a large extent! 

Being Rich and considering oneself rich are two different tnings!

All those who have never understood the value of life and money and the eternal middle-class upbringing where the fun and frolic is there but to the better thought of protecting the food and material before being flashy gets life rolled in a better way. The lifestyle which I have seen was very much into the mode of being stylish in my own ways only in my school but before I reach home after deboarding my school bus I use to get into very normal mode. That clearly does not mean that I was attracted by my classmates who were from the upper strata of society and were super-rich people as they never use to let me feel alone and neither created any kind of superfluous image of mine.

The other good thing was that man gradually grows in life while the woman surpasses the growth system where she is never set to be free and wild along with honking in her ways to show off which could be seen in today's generation girls who get money without any hardship. Once you see the failures in life you find the life to be more understanding about you and your present thoughts makes your future. 

I use to remember that my home never had any problem in paying my school fees and food was always in abundant but it all happens in life that the growth of my father was limited as in terms of the pay commission by the Central Government at Bokaro Steel Plant, but at the same time he never took to any wrong path of black-marketing of iron and steel which was the most common of issues to be found by most of the people who took to the bigger circuit of the iron thieves and black marketeers which was done by the contractors in SAIL.

Now, if I talk about my schooling people who use to study in the Bokaro Steel Vidyalaya still use to envy me but the fact of the matter is that I never tried to take advantage of my situation and stayed away from being any kind of promiscuous behavior and much of the state of mind comes in child when he or she finds his father or mother's behavior in the neighborhood to be the same. Also, the other thing is that I never want to get along a super-rich girl from the glamour or fashion or movie industry to come in my way of life although sports is a different arena with which I feel more connected.

With all those boys who have one single aim to create a social ruckus in my life could find themselves in a bad whirlpool not because my way of thought is yogic but the fact of the matter is that the energy which is generated by cosmos has understood me better and it could be seen surrounding me at times. That does not mean I am here to challenge any one's authority or to show myself above and all but if the person who is not from that flashy background and the father remained a narcissist in their life cannot find themselves to be close to the society and even after getting Honda bike from the woman who kept them as Gigolos could not reach my kind of lifestyle cannot blame me for their degradation in their life.

Also, their father and mother parenting needs to be blamed rather than trying to create the image of a certain person to be maligned as I always remained away from show-off characters and do not ask any help from them. Also, there is no need for the girls to cross my path and make out some great noise in my name as it will not make you popular and anybody let me say anybody who tried to take advantage of my name has ruined his or her image and has seen the bad phase of life sooner or later.

Also, being rich and considering oneself rich are two different things and if you consider my sister who is Sweta Srivastava or Kumari Sweta she has always been a beautiful and pampered girl at least from my end and at the same time I use to be her soul guard which never let her went astray in life. So, she cannot go against the wishes of his elder brother and although I have been staying away from her since past 14 years still I am more near to her which makes the bond very special instead of tying that Rakhi which is just a way to socially compromise these days among the Hindus of upper strata.

So, all those who do not understand the meaning of storing coins in a jar and at times bring milk with the help of those coins during month-end cannot understand me and neither their process of blackmailing to send a woman at home in the form of a sexual partner and who never become a respected wife of mine could succeed and remember half of the Bokaro never took to growth path and become wayward with less into education and more into promiscuous behavior by their own thought and for that generation destroyer behavior I was not responsible as I always took to the growth path by contributing into studies rather than getting into a women by socially attracting her. So, all to their own ways I always want that my soul sister should get ahead and anybody who tries to hijack my system could find getting the backlash of a different kind as prayers are inevitable and they work both ways to uplift you as well as destroy you if done from the pious heart!