Being famous was never my wish but become forte!

When I have written "Born To Be Famous" as one of my captions in my facebook page once and was my own thought I never thought that it will imply on me someday technically to the core of many people who know me. I go for walk in the morning and pray to GOD that Mujhe Kabhi apne upar ghamand mat hone dena....i.e. I pray that I should never feel proud about anything in my life. I keep a very low profile in my life and most of the time even I get a meager amount from my writings although have the capability to earn some good amount through my Content Writing which is Freelancing sometimes as low as Rs 4500 a month I continue with food and other necessities of life with my mother without any issues of life.

The food which my mother cooks I heartily eat it and as far as my job was concerned at times I have worked with companies like IBM and earned 24,000 per month, Still, when over the phone some odd people speak badly about my near ones I do not feel bad but feel pity for them. That is the reason if I see people facing any such consequences in life where they are tortured I start crying easily which happened with me while watching the movie "Koi Mil Gaya" I cried a lot as it was on Child bullying. With people of Bihar who has an attitude of being the tormentor and creating fun of others to a great extent whether from the own family background has made it mandatory to understand that they are away from the social syndrome as somewhere people down the line hate them to a great extent and Being Bihari has almost become a curse.

The thought which matters a lot was my schooling and with propagandist as a factor to create a problem in the life of others by putting certain verbiage in the movies which are called lip-syncing these days, it has become another way to create nuisance in other's life. Earlier it was the double meaning words which have created havoc in the film industry and now this new theory of lip-syncing has put the industry to a shame giving no output but to imitate some C-Class movies of West which is Hollywood which helps the movies to get hit to some extent for recovering their initial cost.

Also, the people who think that their character which is being portrayed as a bad man or woman will not harm their image must be on the wrong end of life as people like Shri Shatrughan Sinha has  lost much in terms of political scenarios in life because of his shotgun image including Shri Amitabh Bachhan who suffered loss of image when the millennium was changing and people were changing in life. 

On the contrary people like Shri Pran Saheb and Shri Danny Dangzopa still has a great image and are called of a person with more masculine traits in life and liked by Man and Woman in life because of their macho image and no unnecessary controversy surrounding them. So, if I call somewhere whether to any University as I am desperately trying myself to enroll in a Ph.D. Course in Sociology and for that, I am unable to get admission although my struggle continues which is not in terms of financial issues maybe in India Ph.D. is very coveted one but certainly it cannot be denied to a deserving candidate  reminds me to be a worthy person as the people on the other end of the phone talking about me and that makes me understand that Being famous was never my wish but become forte!