Abstaining from sex with poor mentality women which helped me in life!

Growing up as an adult in Delhi which has very much promiscuous culture although only behind curtains and could be said to be under wraps helped me as a person to grow in life. The year was 2000 when I first reached New Delhi on the pretext of taking admission for further studies. Since my childhood, I have kept myself away from sexual habits of any kind except admiring the beauty of a woman in all hues and color which could be seen only in movies that also of Amitabh jee and other such U/A movies which has less of skin show. The reason why I admire his movie Don as apart from one single song of Yeh Mera Dil Pyar....ka Deewana, the movie does not have any greater sexual motive in it.

So, as I was trying to live alone in this city and keeping myself away from ladies to a large extent although started working with Shelters or the Raaj Khosla Pvt Ltd in 2002 which has some gorgeous woman of that time but still I tried to be confined towards my work without getting into their life although I was never rejected in their thoughts. The studies which were always in the back of mind was always pulled up during the right intervals of life and now planning to get into Ph.D. in Sociology which was the ultimate thought after completing my M.A. in Sociology. 

With a strict family background at Bokaro Steel City with one younger sister, father, and mother staying together and in the earlier years of life a dog to accompany life only taught me to be straight and never indulge into sex which could be said as abstaining from sex with poor mentality women  which helped me in life.

If the word poor needs to be stated here it is all about the women who try to destroy the person's family along with their career and then make the person a gigolo to fulfill their own goals in life. A woman across any age these days are more into exploiting the person in the worst possible manner and long term relationship only becomes successful either if you are too good for them or stay totally below their belt.

In the meantime after completing graduation my sister has become a very successful entrepreneur and although we are proud of each other but due to time constraints and also because of her work commitments it's difficult to get into touch with each other which is so far so good as the more family attachments are there the more hindrance it becomes towards own journey of success. 

So, talking about my current situation after having a child out of an unsuccessful relationship with a woman who vehemently denies of having any relationship with me it is better to get into another beautiful way of life where I could fulfill my studies along with enhancing my career goals and taking care of the better half who could sooner or later get into my life, I totally believe that staying with my mother and do not indulging into any promiscuous behaviour from past three years which gets completed today my life has been wondering where I kept a low profile person and did not get into any relationship which should be questioned for. 

Also, I wish my earlier partner all success in her life and hope she will never cross my path again in life as I personally seek her permission to get ahead in life with stronger thoughts and better penetration of mind and soul as she was the first woman with whom I had sex at the age of 32 years and although we were sexually satisfied but the frequencies did not match and thus we moved out of each other's life. With the position she holds in life I hope she will never become a hindrance in life and thus we both remain happier in life for the coming days and as I made a surge ahead in life without getting her attention  and love I hope in the coming days I have prepared myself enough to have another possibly a life long stint with a better person who has judged me well and maybe she will make my life get into the right direction in terms of love and companionship which is much needed for a person like me.