Sympathy after breaching of trust makes me feel funnier!

There is something in the relationship called being with each other or sleeping with someone else by being aware of the sexual life. In Bihar, where I took birth in 1979, the 11th of December,  which become Jharkhand and the city was all Rosy which is Bokaro Steel, most of the issue never happened with me and neither I took any bigger advantage of anyone's privacy, still felt comfortable with my family members who as earlier said were My father,  mother,  and sister,  a dog who after some years left us with our consent as he wanted to live free.

Gradually, in the year 2000 after coming to New Delhi, the same thought process continued as I never took any undue advantage the same way which was my behavior in school days as I never become promiscuous in the school campus and my hands remained inside my own pocket rather searching anywhere else. So, staying in rented accommodation and that also all alone did not change me as occasionally if any boy or girl used to come in my room, I talked well, had food with them and they certainly left for other work. The other good thing was that if any housemaid worked at my home she felt secure without me trying to get pally with her and I always was more considerate which is certainly not an excuse.

The same behavior continued during my office tenure and however beautiful the girl working with me I managed safe distance during my varied profile like Marketing, Call Center Executive or Content Writer for Digital Marketing companies profiles at various offices, call centers across New Delhi,  Noida, and Gurgaon. The biggest fear was of my father's visit that if somebody will speak about my hopefully any kind of bad behavior it will affect his reputation rather than mine.

Spending, night out at friend's house on the insistence of her elder sister did not affect me as I or rather we never got close to each other in desperate ways and most of the time it was sincere talks which never has given me any awkward sense and only soothing comfort thoughts whether whatever the world may make sense out of it.

After, staying with my mother only boosted my confidence level and I started getting food on time which was necessary for me. Spending a good amount of time at rented accommodation and then buying my own house at Ajnara Integrity, E-209, the life remained the same as I was never found sleeping in any other flat within or outside the society whether in the front or side flats.

I just cannot say that my friend who took advantage of the Sindoor effect jhamela showed sympathy after breaching of trust makes me feel funnier but that maybe in her larger interest as life rules are set by girls rather than boys these days.

For me, New Delhi or Delhi is the city which has made me out of nothing to a Post Graduate in Sociology and helped me to stand and fight back with the help of my parents, teachers and friend's blessings and the same could be said about all the Managers and co-workers who took me in their stride to help me grow in life and continued doing so.

So, my quest to do my Ph.D. in Sociology continues and sooner or later I will be joining any college and thankfully I feel proud about only one thing that I never fought for any girl in life and they were just like a fresh air to take away the occasional bad smell which emerges in any human and also with due respect to the "Anarkali" of the world I never headed towards G.B. Road for nocturnal nights and will continue doing so as I may feel confused about it!