Happiness is not sold anywhere but it has to be bought!

Happiness is not sold anywhere but it has to be bought may be the thought which could provoke many kinds of thoughts in you. The best way to express in the different age group can be said through simple examples:

1. Any child if provided with chocolate feels happy about it.

2. Any hungry person if gets food feels happy about it.

Similarly, a person who is always in quest of proving himself to his inner soul in anyways from the beginning of his life still feels to get it through 100 of means. The statement "to be or not to be" changes much in life and that is the thought which makes all the difference. What actually brings happiness could be the same thing which could be the internal aspirations i.e. what you want to be in life. 

Thankfully, India is a place where much of the life people use to learn how to earn bread and butter and they cannot come out from inside which makes them feel unhappy. The goals which one set in life should always be unrealistic and with that, the movie "Deewar" of Sri Amitabh Bacchan and Shri Sashi Kapoor Ji comes in mind. In the entire movie, the film takes the antagonist and protagonist of the flashy lifestyle which was the wish of the then and today's youth. With both superstars working like two sets of mind where the mind cannot decide into good and bad such as Amitabh Ji taking his life in his stride and portraying himself as a person with the character of Cooley turning into a Don looks very much contemporary. On the other hand, Sri Shashi Kapoor Ji taking the role of Police Inspector suits to the "T" and his thought of being very sincere towards his duties makes him famous for many years to come.

Every character is so lovable and teaches you through a sense of rigorous thought-provoking ways which certainly shows the fulfillment in the eyes of Sri Amitabh Ji before he dies there is no remorse as he has lived his life to the fullest. For me, I always wanted to be a person who is socially responsible but was never a sadist as my thought was more towards sticking to my ways of life where I was always obliged towards anyone without annoying anyone.

For me, I firmly believe that happiness is not sold anywhere but it has to be bought and the thing which could have given me immense pleasure was getting ahead in life by my studies only. Although, I was denied much of my journey in studies by many but ultimately where I reached was not to become a politician or a propagandist but did my Masters in Sociology and still the quest of knowledge did not get over, thus felt applying for Ph.D. 

My wishes just could not become an obstacle in anyone's life as I was not into anyone's nightmare or bad dreams where any girl on this earth or maybe a woman could find me giving her sick vibes or a threat which could be about getting into her ways in any negative thoughts. So, I just do not feel guilty about any issues in life because of the sensitive mind which could believe in the repercussions of a different kind which could land me in further trouble.

The only thing which I feel bad about is that apart from behaving well I still could not be able to make myself into the good books of my cousins and nephew who still consider me a tormentor but the firm belief in me gives me a boost to reply my mind that fortunately, I did not create any problem in  your bad thoughts nor I took away your happiness and at last I feel deeply obliged towards my friends from HOLY CROSS SCHOOL, BOKARO STEEL CITY due to which I always felt my innerself to be alive and kicking because they remained my soul inspiration.