Arousal is becoming my Instinct and makes me Excited!

In the morning when I get up at the age of 40 exactly, I see myself with a stiff one inside and that also when I did not have sexual penetration in winter for the whole of my life except few early months of a failed marriage. I had a woman in my life who took herself to some different ways and she always uses to leave me in the cold winters purposefully to make me feel the pangs of winter blues.

I got married to her without an enormous amount in terms of dowry and kept my amount to be as low as Rs 40,000 but faced a great backlash in my life to the extent that I took a plunge in the River Hindon at Ghaziabad but was pulled out safely after drowning for a Kilometer. Still, the atrocities never got over from my life whether in the office, home or by my society and after a few years of that drastic step before giving my M.A. Exams people have beaten me black and blues in my society. It is true that in India woman can take any step to demoralize you and find ways to get rid of you just to take your property and any other things in life. I stay at Ajnara Integrity, Ghaziabad with my mother and she owns the home but after the woman who left me for helping herself in her own ways did not affect me. I took to Marathon races and started practicing very hard for it by early morning walk and exercise in the open air which has given me better lungs and strength which is unmatched as although I did not have active sex for the past three years still I never faced any issue of Erectile dysfunction.

Here, in Ghaziabad whatever the media says about poor air quality but things at Raj Nagar Extension are quite different as because the Super Mother, Hindon flows here and if people say that it is polluted I have to say that she has the biggest storage of Sulfur or Gandhak which is not a harmful chemical and helps human in more than one ways.

Also, the river ecosystem has some mystic appearance in her and she creates a lot more changes in your thought process which helps in the long run. I have been a fan of rivers since Childhood and my father use to take me to the riverfront at the Ganges when we use to visit Patna as I stayed at Bokaro Steel City. Also, when I left Bokaro Steel forever before that my house was at a place where the only River of Bokaro Steel City which is Garga river used to flow a few meters away from my home. This made me very much near to the rivers of India.

Now, coming back to the point that arousal is becoming my instinct and makes me excited naturally without any viagra pills has certainly given me a better libido. Still, I keep to myself as I  know the long implications of staying in society and believe that in the long run, my life will see better changes as I was never bad when it comes to giving Love to the better half of the world and they will certainly understand with a change in their mindset which can be termed as loyalty remains above anything and everything else in life!