Begging for sexual need was never my wish nor overpowering gives me any charm!

If I say that I never ever begged for sex from any of the people who are familiar or unfamiliar to me then it is just a truth. For me asking for sex itself is akin to getting under a man or woman and surrender before him or her making them your ultimate boss. The life always conquer those who are into the real opportunity of getting something on their own rather than those who plead for something as pleasure as sex.

I have avoided many a times various sexual advances by many people and most of the time it has led to go the tide against me as the people simply got furious. In India if we see that as a person we do not satisfy any person sexual needs of any kind then they take it to their head in a blunt way.

The soul in them start taking a grudge and the fulfilment which is akin to the intercourse as a thought also gives them a bad taste in mind. India as a country has a very complex family structure where the near and dear ones are sexually involved and in spite of talking about various respectful behavior somewhere inside the blanket things go to a large extent of sexual intimacy.

If it happens within the family which thankfully did not occur in my life at early stages and most of the time if once or twice the behavior which was about oppressing me and enjoying the sexual intimacy happened then it just did not was done to the extent of penetration thus it did not harmed my image.

One could say that begging for sexual need was never my wish nor overpowering gives me any charm and even if I stay alone or somewhere near to any woman or man I rarely take any daring step to create ruckus in their life.

I could also say that with my limited way of moving out and in from my home and with no extent of sexual intimacy at any of the office I tried myself to keep my image clean. Although, it did not helped me to a great extent as most of the time it added an extra pressure on me where I was reprimanded or punished for any small mistakes and although it helped my father to stay away from gossips from my end.

Such unnecessary behavior was not to be shown from my end even during my school and after that all the schooling of college level was done through open schooling by me. In this way, I could say that I did not got any praise or good behavioral instinct from the nearest of the kith and kin and for them speaking nonsense about me was to hide their own sexual sojourn which bought a bad thought of their berserk mind which is always more happier with the filthy way of sex and satisfaction!