Life when becomes NonChalant gives ease in return!

When a person owns everything in life then it becomes easy to become of the likes of Abraham Lincoln. I do not compare any person with a philanthropist but if I believe in someone more than anyone else after my father, mother and teacher then they were my School days Bhaiya and Didi, who were the seniors. Although, I have great respect for my classmates if I see them getting into casual work then certainly it is the choice matters or maybe they are getting into the foothold of society. 

The life when becomes nonchalant gives ease in return maybe in African countries but Indian economy and system are becoming fragile and at any point in time if you tend to do a little bit of the work which could be termed as out of your professional ways then however good you are it is difficult to get back into the mainstream. 

That is the reason I always tried to avoid most of the manipulative ways and if there was an issue I did 1000 times more of the labor into my work to give rich dividends to those who expected higher returns from me. Although, I remember the days when my lunchbox use to be full during my school hours but felt the pangs at times when there was a thought of eating a samosa or a dosa at the school canteen. I was never allowed a penny at school in the name of pocket money but never beg for it and neither asked my father for the money as he always tends to be the poorest before me. He uses to get uniform, school books, copies, and pen everything on time but then the return has to be more than 70% and when I got a second higher class number i.e. 56.8% although, I did not get the beating first time after Class X results, it struck me very harder rather more than a bolt from the blues and that also during the year 1996.

Now, getting back to the point where I see myself to be standing on the feet and hopefully life may get stable as I will apply for Ph.D. in Sociology after completing Post Graduation I feel no remorse towards anyone in life and thank almighty that he has made me capable enough in life to help myself first and then think about others if needed. That is the reason I do not get into any way towards Self Employment or become a Contractor and at times becoming a Politician which could turn out to be a job bigger than any other responsibility.

For me, if I say that my life could have become murkier if my managers at a job would have not supported me that comes out to be true as they have stood by my side in every possible way to get the best output from me. The same could be said for my classmates who were very much behind me to help me at times during the school days and the same could be said for the office colleagues as my only way of goodness or rather worthiness was that I never got into touchy-feely ways but admire their way of work which was good as well as bad. The same could be said for all the beautiful or rather say proud relatives at either side of the home which is maternal and paternal along with the neighborhood girls and guys, who were actually not in awe with me as I remembered that once if in any case, I show any thought of desperation then the cane which is not sugar will give me wounds for a long time and certainly for that my fathers instinct could not be blame as because of his strict mentality my head is somewhat held high.