Crying in public loses attention!

The more people understand me I find to be growing with my age in an equal manner. Whenever I see myself to be standing on the cliff I find to be either catching a flying disc or maybe at the other end there is a deep trench from where I could never get back but still gather the courage to stand aloft. 

Man is never made by a character but has to analyze the situation and then react accordingly. 

Life is always a bigger challenge and sometimes giving the same three-finger is all about talking about the thrice the price I have paid for being good to the people whom I considered to be better than me.

This simple life theory which everybody demonstrates in his life cycle gets to understand the day when he is surrounded by his own people but still begs for being good to all. I never considered that my schooling has taught me to be a taunt giving person but the regular Indian guy just cannot be more than this as he has gone through much of the socially underprivileged people in life.

Staying with friends during your struggle days teaches you to be more of a person who can easily face the world but at the same time if the person is left alone with occasional friends to visit him or her then the four walls of the house teach him to fight everyday situations.

If you will see those people who stay in a hostel or with may of them huddled together in small rooms at places like Katwaria Sarai and Neb Sarai for the purpose of becoming IAS or IPS do not produce greater results in life and their morning, evening and night go through the same routine of chai, chuski, and samosa and also the beer which is the privilege of the rich at college days.

On the other hand, there are more of some other ordinary guy who believes in sticking to their basics, staying alone at times working and the other times fulfilling his life while making food and then washing clothes and utensils.

Although, both times the entire society gives more respect to those people who stay in hordes and then mix with the people asking for food and other aspects which makes me think about the terminology "Lone Wolf". The lonelier a person is the more he cares for himself and his responsibilities rather than those who share the same bed with five others and then feel pleased about it. Most of the time when such person is left alone they could be seen saying arrey sir I got that time chai and cigarette for you and from there on life takes that turn where he turns out to be a fallen guy at least in the mind of those who understand the meaning of fighting with equal dignity and then do not give a thought about "crying in public loses attention" because they are not attention seeker but are self resilient and understood by none except their biological father!