With Dhanteras coming with all the festive fervor and India shining with all it's beauty where the Indians are known to do all worth shopping in terms of Gold and Silver to all other auspicious things to make the negativity go away in life and let the positive energy remain in life it is the time to give the pious celebration the same meaning of getting back into the helm.
Although, my Diwali never got sorrowful in spite of all the efforts of a few demonic personalities things started changing in life with broader meaning once I got into the groove of earning on my own since 2002. Ignorance was never bliss for me as I knew that a time will come in life when I will be asked for my capabilities and as soon as I reached my 40's I do not find myself anyways less than any of my peers who were reigning me at the time when I was although educated but with less of certification to display it with literary terms.
I do never feel proud about my achievements any as such because I do remember that before I give my best in any matter there are thousands of people in life who are there to point fingers on me as they may consider myself to be a tad above themselves and a person who is above is pointed figure by the samaj in every possible way. Although, my father always tried to keep my profile as low as possible and his own thoughts were all according to his own lifestyle where he was considered to be a better person as he was a visionary and most of the time behind every small and big deed he always uses to take my suggestions. His decision to educate the girl child bore better fruit and the only girl child in our home Miss Sweta Srivastava turned to be a good person at first and then helping her own beautiful socialites is always staying good in their heart which makes me feel proud.
For me it was more like the statement which is "maine hamesha apne aap ko apne andar hi rehine diya" without considering myself to be too bigger or too smaller but certainly with Miss Pretty Pruthi helping me to get into the marketing and then flourish within a few months at Shelters for consecutive two years helped me to get into the national capital with ease and from then on I never looked back with despair. Similarly, Miss Priya Deovanshi with all her positive antiques and friendly banter still helped me to get into I-Energizer for long more work and my job got proficient because of her which is never to be forgotten. Similarly, the women in my life such as my mother, sister, Barka amma( Dadi) and buas did enough from far and near to lift me up but the same could not be said about the mausi and maternal aunts i.e. Mami who put all the barricades to give me my every sort of problems which certainly got backfired on them as they remained in terms of mercy only by the society.
So, hopefully, all my well-wishers including the true Lakshmi in today's context who are the women entrepreneurs will continue giving me blessings without getting into the groove as I changed my tracks like a Superfast train and planning to stay a good marathoner in my spirits as well as trying to be a Ph.D. which hopefully Lakshmi Jee and Saraswati Jee along with Sri Janesh ji will fulfill together and the man in me will do some great deeds for the society without getting into boastful ways.
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