After almost a week out as per the schedule for my visit to the Ardh Kumbh Mela 2019 to Allahabad and also the hometown city which is Bokaro Steel City, suddenly things come out as a perspective by many kinds of public apathy shown by the Indian people towards me as in a personal interest of their own.
The system as it is in India is that when a person takes the status of growing through his own ways he gets bullied by others and after times find himself to be very much into various torturous ways by the so-called society who consider them to be a little higher status.
In my way, it has been through various means of disrespect shown by my colleagues and seniors along with the very common friends of my father and mother including their relatives who did not leave any stone unturned in pulling me down in life.
Although, I never used my page to write any negative sentiments towards anyone but after going through much of the trauma in my life through my classmates and also some of the teachers along with the people specially relatives and neighbours at Bokaro Steel, I personally started feeling the sting to a large extent at this point of career when much of the world knows me as a better person with somewhat moral values and an education which was all according to my wish which has been made tumultuous by the people who are not so deserving in the society and somehow could be seen to stand at their places with the help of pimps or "dalals" rather than standing because of their merits.
It is a common practice in India that for any small and big things the person has to get the blessings of Neta or politician and the recommendation letter is required whether for any Government or any other jobs. So, I personally took the way of Private job and with my various stint with the companies like IBM and other such companies with my ever changing career path being made the rumor mills to churn out news every day, I could understand that much was done with the help of womanizers and even those woman who have a knack to take the man in their stride just to get advantage on their side.
It all happened that with the help of a visit to "Kumbh Mela 2019" much of the things come out in open and maybe there was no such miracle associated with it but still after going for my visit to my birthplace where I still have to get much of the flakes by those who are not worthy of being called social individuals things could not feel much murkier in the city which is nothing more than a city of culprits and murderers who feel like pouncing on you with or without reason.
In any case I never had this thought of being a city hater but the disgusting environment associated with it when a person see various slangs coming up your way, the entire life cycle of a big 38 years revolve in front of your eyes and then you find out how wicked the entire generation of elders and youngsters had been with you to stop your life thus throwing you towards doldrums rather than accepting you which makes them a more of a cowards rather than "Being Human" in their attitude.
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